baoyi's blog

2012-02-03T00:13:00.003+08:00

i just got the shock of my life when i realised this fb friend that i added long long time ago is a guy and i always thought that he is a girl.

and i thought that 'she' is my friend's friend. when he is not.

i am so shocked.

who is he sia.........

2012-01-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

i THINK only shan shan and serene are reading my blog. i think. i believe. i try to believe. maybe bread too. i don't know..haha.

i know i shouldn't be stalking people on fb, but i still did. i was looking through the photos of this friend of mine and it was quite sad because she had broke up with her boyfriend of maybe..a few months? it is such a short period of time..it makes me feel that love doesn't last. maybe nothing lasts. and it is true, because eventually, everything will come to an end, or in another (optimistic) way, it is a new beginning.

whatever it is, you just have to accept that it ends. that's it. end of story. stop trying to deceive/console yourself that it is a new beginning.

i think im rather pessimistic. lol.

2012-01-13T22:24:00.004+08:00

i have never made myself new year resolutions, mainly because i dont know what i want (lol) and i always take the 'see first' attitude. but this year, i think i know what i want to achieve le!

this year, i will work hard for my gpa and manage my time well. i seem to have committed too much stuff - sbs programmers, rspvh and my hall stuff, which nearly drove me crazy during the holidays when everything kicked in. my hall stuff alone has already taken up much of my time. i dont know why i had committed so much; normally i do not dare to pick up too much stuff for fear of commitment. but luckily, my gpa is still fine for sem 1. at least for sem 2, my hall stuff has decreased and programmers are still relatively slack so im fine..for now. sem 2 there are 6 modules, so i will jiayou de!

another one of my new year resolution is i will stop committing so much when sem 2 ends. i need a break - my 3 months holidays!!

3rd resolution: prioritise. some things i can avoid, i will avoid. so basically is to learn to be a ninja, like marvin. XD

i will jiayou and pull my gpa up! my sbs og people crazy de..all gpa so high. lol. fighting! studies first!!

2012-01-08T18:48:00.003+08:00

suddenly im in a happy mood. ^^

smile, and you will be able to see life's most beautiful moments.

2012-01-07T23:30:00.002+08:00

i didn't know her blog still exists. i didn't know people still blog. but a lot of other blogs are gone.

i believe this is the perfect time to blog. when no one else is looking. or so it seems. this small little neglected place, for people to quietly vent out their frustrations and say out their innermost thoughts.

it is a wonder, why people are willing to bare their hearts out on the internet but not to people, real people in flesh and blood who are willing to listen? maybe they wouldn't understand. maybe you just need to say it out but you doesn't want anyone to hear it. maybe it is too hard to be heard. maybe when people are on the internet, they feel protected - they are anonymous. maybe..

2012-01-07T23:14:00.003+08:00

emo.

school is starting soon. i realised that i haven't really rested this holiday, much less play. well, if you consider doing hall stuff as playing, then maybe im wrong.

the hall experience is very rewarding. even if i do not get rec back next year, i wouldn't have any regrets because i feel that i have taken a lot from hall. there were many interesting experiences, like caroling, inter-hall games, and all the gossip i have heard about. i feel that as compared to some other friends in other halls, i had gotten much more from hall, and i am satisfied.

that day, when i was worrying about whether i should do more stuff to be rec back in hall, i suddenly realised the most important thing is to be happy. and i have not been happy. maybe hall politics is not for me. all those 'show face' events, sometimes im just too lazy to do all that. also, i suddenly remembered that when i applied for hall, i just intended to stay one year to experience hall life. but humans are greedy, so when you have something, you just want more. gradually i want to stay another year, and i expect that if i do, next year i will want to stay another year again, telling myself each time this would be the last. i have to remind myself that hall is not everything, and despite all this, i should stay happy.

so i decided, being happy would be of utmost importance. whether i get to stay in hall next year doesn't matter. im not going to force myself to do things that i do not like. no matter what happens, life goes on and my gpa is still more important i guess.

i hope ml gets what she wants - to be rec back in hall. and i hope she stays happy. :)

2011-08-20T20:53:00.002+08:00

interviews are my new hate. i remember in primary school, the thing i hate/am afraid of most is the dental clinic. whenever im called to go to the dentist, i freak out big time. then i overcame this fear in secondary school, because i found out there is really nothing to be afraid of. plus, i get to do it free! going to private dentists are so expensive. but then, in secondary school, i had a new hate. oral examinations. they really freak me out. the wait before oral exams are the most excruciating, because my heart just kept beating and i really dont like the conversation part. in jc, there is finally no more oral! but then, as always, i found a new hate. interviews. they freak me out so much i screw them up.

haiz. i still haven't overcome them yet, which is a bad thing because in future, a lot of things require interviews. take for one, finding a job. this is really annoying. i always tell myself, interviews are just for the people to get to know me, they wont bite me and stuff, but im still scared. then i will keep my answers short and sweet, and refuse to say anything more or reveal more about myself. lol. im totally weird. in a way, during interviews, i find it hard to open myself and talk more. :(

i think i think too much. i really admire those people who just take everything in their stride and have confidence in whatever that they are doing. i need to chill a little. *pouts*

2011-08-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

im writing this from my hall now..anyeong! :) shan shan says i didnt keep my promise, cause i wanted to write about sbs camp but till now i still haven haha..sorry man.

school had started! i wouldn't say it's very hiong la, in fact my timetable is a lot more slack than my jc de, but hall activities and meet ups with sbs og have been taking up my time, so it feels like im busy every day. haha.

*random* ml is studying now! $%^#@^! i should study too..stressed.

anyway, hall life have been very interesting. i met interesting people, and apparently people like to htht. nope, not that kind of htht serene is talking about (the bare out your hearts kind), but to be exact, it's more like chatting la. keke. my main goal in uni is obviously to get a degree, so i told myself, studies is priority. hall activities and other stuff shouldn't affect my studies, meaning i should know my limits. im actually a bit scared about not having good results, so i should get into the mugging mood! a lot of things in uni can be distracting, so i hope i can focus on my studies, which is the main reason why im here. jiayou jiayou!

alright people i really have to go and do tutorial (ml is stressing me out) so everyone, jiayou in whatever you people do okay! :)

2011-07-28T00:43:00.000+08:00

omg there are people reading my blog! so damn touched. haha. okay la okay la i will blog soon. about my SBS camp. now no because im tired..12.43am le eh. i go sleep first. :) :)

2011-07-11T20:01:00.003+08:00

im sick. had running nose during the weekend and now i have cough. i even missed the k session today..sobs. oh well, health is more important. i think i played too hard last week, plus i kept sleeping late. i learnt my lesson..

i dont know how manda can survive going to 4 camps in a month. playing so hard consecutively? i will surely get sick. manda daebak!

guess no one else is reading my blog now..maybe geraldine. lol. SHINee is coming to singapore! they are having a concert. the tickets are damn ex, $138 is the cheapest, and it stated that the view will be partially restricted. haha. this is how they earn money..haiz. i agree i was a fan, but no way am i going to pay so much money to go see them.

why dont infinite come singapore instead? haha eh better not la later im tempted to waste my money go see them how. hmm.

2011-07-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

today is my last day of work! when work ended today, i suddenly felt a bit..empty. i have been working at starhub for 6+ months le, everyday i go to work (except for weekends of course), so now that i don't work i feel that there is like no purpose in life. not so exaggerating la, but i will feel that there is nothing to look forward to. maybe like, which colleague next day come back after taking leave, there is new stuff to learn and do, the next day going eat Macs..all these small small things that make my life interesting.

anyway, most importantly i will miss the people in starhub! more than my job. :P im lucky to meet colleagues who are fun and loving, always willing to help and don't mind crapping and being high together. thank you for giving me such wonderful memories at starhub! i will never forget all of you and im really really glad i stayed on for 6 months!

time really flies. at first i thought 6 months is such a long period of time, but it passes faster than you think. my plan at the beginning was to quit before my taiwan trip. then i will go taiwan, rest for 2 weeks and go korea. then i might find another job, or just slack all the way through. in the end, i admit i really like my job at starhub, so i didn't leave. it's hard to find such a job - an office job that is not too difficult, my colleagues are all fun people (most) and the workplace is quite near.

all the best to all my colleagues for everything they do in future! hwaiting!

p.s. ah gou, if you are reading this, we must meet up soonnnnn! (don't know how many times i had said that already hahas.) keep in touch!

2011-06-26T22:28:00.002+08:00

im blogging again! :) i should stop being obsessed with kpop nowadays and come back to reality. there was even a period of time where i was reading allkpop everyday and once im on the com i go on youtube to find kpop-related videos. school is starting in a month's time, so i should be gaining back my momentum so that i wont be overwhelmed when i go to uni with all the homework and stuff.

today me and manda went to the cosfest at downtown east! i cannot recognise any one of the characters they are cosplaying as. haha..it has been a long time since i watched anime. the last time was..in secondary school? i cant even remember whether i was still watching anime at sec 4. i really liked death note and air! that time even ml was watching death note. cannot imagine her watching anime right? lol. she stopped watching halfway though, because L died. :P i continued because i want to see how near and mello defeated light. oohh..i still remember their names. what's that girl's name again? ah, misa misa. i think. keke.

air was nice too! i remember at the last few episodes, i cried in every episode. it's very sad. and i like their songs. everything in the anime was very pretty..i like that black hair girl..aish i cant remember her name le.

time flies! unknowingly, i had worked 6 months le. this is really a long holiday, but what did i do in these 6 months? just keep working lor lols. yeah i went overseas. :D everything must come to an end, but it is also a new beginning for me, because im going to university. scary..oh well, better enjoy myself in july first! everyone, hwaiting! :)

2011-06-17T21:21:00.002+08:00

i didn't mean for things to turn out this way. im serious. i swear this was not what i wanted. i tried to stop thinking about it, but i can't. it was all i could think about on the trip home.

after talking to a lot of people and having an internal debate (yeah, i like to talk to myself. alot. but not out loud. :X), i realised..this is the harsh reality. only the fittest survive. when you are worse than others, you will be kicked out. it's so cruel.

i feel so guilty. i want to tell myself it's not my fault, but it feels like an excuse. a lousy excuse. and the worst part is, i admit a small part of me didn't want her to be here. AHH IM A MEAN PERSON! i hate myself!

i should stop thinking about it. i sincerely hope she will find a better job that suit her well. im so so sorry, really. i. feel. so. emotionally. drained.

2011-06-16T23:24:00.002+08:00

it's not that i want to complain. okay fine i admit im complaining. although i understand, it doesn't mean i don't feel pek cek and i just want to vent my frustrations.

i am really willing to give her a chance and teach her, and i understand that i need to be more patient with her because she would need more time to learn, but sometimes i just feel like shouting at her. haiz..obviously im not going to do that, and i have to keep all the @#^!&* to myself, so if i bottle up somemore i will explode. it's okay if she doesn't know how to do it, i can teach her everything she needs to know, even the most most basic stuff (you people cannot imagine what i taught her), but i just hope she don't act like she know it. like that it will be troublesome because i have to teach her again.

another thing. i hope she will relax a bit and don't be so kan chiong. it's like, i haven even finish saying my instructions, and she cuts in and wants to do it right away. i appreciate her enthusiasm, but she should at least finish listening before doing or else she will make mistakes. also, i hope she doesn't get too dependent on me..it's actually scary.

whatever it is, i think bad luck is coming to me. i should pray that it turns for the better. :(

2011-06-12T18:08:00.003+08:00

last night i had a weird dream. a nightmare, to be exact. i shall not elaborate on what was it, but i remembered that the fear was very real. scary man. i hope it will remain as a dream and nothing else more..

today i cleared my room! i threw out all my jc stuff. haha that feeling is really..exhilarating! after As, i didn't throw all my jc stuff immediately like some people did. instead, i kept all of them and placed them in one corner of my room. i did that because..i admit, i was afraid i had to retake my exams. i really don't feel too confident of my As because it's very unpredictable. i felt i had done my best, but i don't know how i would fare. after i started my long holidays, i became certain that i didn't want to retake my As, no matter how badly i will fare. i felt that i have lost my momentum, so i had the worst scenario in my mind..at worst, i will just go to SIM. of course, it didn't end up too badly and i can at least go to a local uni.

so is everyone excited about going university?? im so not. haha..orientation, then study study study..haiz life is like that la. it's june now, im ending my work soon! at the end of this month. after that, im going to play for 1 whole month and relax! yay~

this is random but..SHINee's jap version of replay actually makes no sense. the lyrics, i mean. haha they are trying too hard to change it into jap. i still prefer the korean version. <3 whatever, my new bias is infinite! kekekeke..

see you people around soooonnnnn~~~

2011-05-17T21:27:00.005+08:00

after coming back from korea, i shall write a blog post about some conclusions i derived from my korea trip and compare my taiwan trip and this trip.

i have uploaded all the photos i took from korea on facebook! go look through okay. :) you all will see some of the places i went. hmm..many people asked me whether i feel the taiwan trip is more fun or the korean trip. my answer would be..the taiwan trip. :) actually, if i were to compare, in korea, i had better lodging, better food, and more interesting experiences. however, there is one crucial factor that made me feel that the taiwan trip was fun. that is, my friends! the feeling of going overseas with your friends is very different from going overseas with your family.

im not saying that the korean trip with my family isn't fun or anything. it was pretty fun actually, because i get to experience a lot of stuff, like plucking strawberries, riding a horse, riding a submarine, etc. but when im with theresa they all at taiwan, my mood is constantly uplifted. it doesn't matter what we are doing. we may be just slacking in the hotel room or going to boring places, but it's still fun to me. it feels great to have someone who understands how you feel and laugh along with you over something that is not funny at all.

another thing, korea is not really suitable for living. haha. those people who wants to move to korea after being obsessed with kpop idols, think again. korea is very dry, and as compared to humid singapore, it's pretty hard to get used to it. before i went to korea, my throat was already uncomfortable, so when i went to korea, because of the dry weather, i kept trying to cough my lung/throat out. lol. also, because of the dry weather, you will have to constantly apply lotion, which is very troublesome. haha.

when we were at korea it was around the first of may. but it was very cold! it rained on the first day and the wind is really big. i missed singapore when i was there. :P singapore is so warm all year round! i don't really like cold weather. when i was in korea all i want to do is to stay indoors. cold cold cold. and we have to keep wearing jackets or else we will catch a cold. i prefer singapore, where i can just walk out of the house with slippers and shorts and i don't have to worry about whether i forgot to bring my jacket, whether my clothing is appropriate for the weather, or whether it will be cold or warm on that day. however, when i came back to singapore i start to think why did i think this way. that is because, when i came back, singapore was 33 degree celsius! so hot! hahas. korea was 10+ degree celsius only. extreme eh. but overall, i still like singapore more la. actually, taiwan's weather isn't too bad as well. but we haven't experience the cold part of it yet so..

i feel that people like us, who grew up in a weather like singapore, would find it difficult to accustom to places with four seasons. i cannot imagine a weather with temperature like below 0 degree celsius. it would be horrible. so i shall be good and stay in singapore. :)

alright, i shall end of with a video! featuring my new kpop obsession (keke) : infinite! they are a relatively new boy group. hmm..rookies, i suppose? but they are very good! reminds me of shinee when they first debuted. quoting a comment i read, they are "a group who are hoobaes but perform like sunbaes". anyway, this song is nice! (im not being biased or anything. it's really nice.)

2011-05-14T23:56:00.003+08:00

oops close to 1 month never blog le. hahas.

okay let's continue with our taiwan post.

day 4 (saturday).

shucks i dont really remember what happened le eh. :P okay okay dont worry i got write down. hmm..oh we went to the sankeng tofu street to try the famous smelly tofu! in the end we didn't eat the tofu because we were distracted by the shop selling keychains. this is where we bought the tg souvenirs! :) we chose very long lehs. theresa told the shopkeeper to help us take pictures, then it ended up with the shopkeeper being obsessed with the camera and he took a lot of candid pictures of us. haha he very funny.

after that we went to buy taiwan 土产. 太阳饼, 禄豆糕, etc. the next stop is the 原住民 place where they introduce 灵芝 etc to us. nothing much there, then..i think we went to shilin night market? hahas because i forgot to write the rest of the places we went on that day. keke. oh ya we went to xi men ding as well. many people said that xi men ding is where teenagers go we thought it will be a nice place to shop, but it was okay only la. i think it's because it was the 4th day already so we were a bit sian le. if you let us go xi men ding like on the 1st day the feeling will be different. :)

at shilin night market, we ate the famous chicken cutlet! 2 times somemore. yum yum. then we tried the smelly tofu. it wasn't as nice as i expected. :( we ate oyster mee sua too! that was nice. food food food! hahas. we also shopped a little there. contrary to popular belief, shilin night market is not all about food. at the other side, there is also place for shopping! a bit like feng jia night market.

day 5 (sunday).

we went to this place to watch the guards ceremony. just to watch them change shifts. which apparently involves a long process. after that we had lunch at a shopping mall. then we went to drink tea. the person introduced to us a special type of green tea that can lose weight, and other nice-tasting chinese tea. after that we went back to hotel, before setting off to taipei 101. actually we were supposed to watch a 演唱会 near taipei 101, but we decided not to go. because we wanted to go 五分埔 shopping! :) that place is really big, i think we only covered a small part of it. the things there are quite cheap, because we specially chose the clothes priced at NT$100. that's like, less than 5 bucks sing. and their quality can be quite good. 挖到宝了 :D

day 6 (monday).

it's free and easy day! we woke up late. haha take advantage mah. then we went back to the hotel room to slack, but theresa started pulling us out of the bed, so no choice we go out lor. keke. we walked around the area around our hotel. then we settled lunch. we went to the airport after that. so back to singapore! that's the end of our taiwan trip. dreams do come true! :) let's have another trip again guys!

love girl by CNblue! music core live broadcast is getting really professional. :)

2011-04-22T23:42:00.008+08:00

day 2 (thursday).

it's a more relaxing day as compared to wednesday. wednesday was really packed right? we seem to squeeze a lot of places in one day. as for day 2, for our first stop we went to the National Palace Museum. over there we saw a lot of antiquities and learnt more about taiwan. too bad we couldn't take pictures in there, or else you people should see how clear the jade are and the interesting colour between blue and green which was considered to be difficult to make in the past. oh, i forgot to say why theresa didn't join us the previous night. im still pretty confused about the situation, but it seemed like theresa and her dad's secretary both made a mistake, so she only boarded the plane on thursday. thus, theresa only joined us later in the day.

after that, it was lunch! <3 keke. we had shabu shabu. something like..hotpot? it was delicious. but they have weird ingredients like duck blood and chicken blood omg. i really dont like these kind of stuff, especially intestines etc. anyway, after our nice lunch, we went to this place selling ceramics. meiling, yeeling and winnie bought souvenirs back. as for me, well i bought this 陶笛 to play with keke! :)

after that, we set off to feng jia night market, where theresa joined us. :) let's start our shopping spree! hahas. because we had a time limit to shop, we da bao our dinner so that we have more time to shop. :P about the shopping part..i dont think there is anything much to talk about la..okay, so we went back to the hotel after that. this time, we had a hotel in taichung, which had no bugs (luckily haha). at night, we had our fashion show in the hotel, where we changed into our newly bought clothes and took a lot of pictures!

feng jia night market..

at night, we walked around the hotel area. there is this place called a-mart, presumably a shopping mall? okay to be exact it's a mart. there is nothing to shop there la. it's pretty boring. however, we found this shop where they have a promotion that take pictures to be placed in a keychain for NT $10. that's like, S$0.45? but like i said, it's a promotion..or else they can't earn much la haha.

day 3 (friday).

early in the morning we had breakfast at the hotel! oh, i remembered i ate scrambled eggs for all the breakfasts after that because the hotel always have scrambled eggs lol. yummy! our first stop of the day is the Chung Tai buddhist temple. it's a temple that has very nice surroundings and the building looked very modern, which is very different from other temples. at that point of time, the weather started becoming more warm. it feels a little like singapore..except singapore is much hotter of course.

Chung Tai Buddhist Temple..

next we moved on to the Puli winery. it's like an exhibition showing the history of the wine in taiwan. it was there where we learnt the skill of 自拍 keke! you people should see how meiling was hooked on to it haha. okay la not hooked on to it, but she became rather skilled at it. :) oh, yeeling started this whole thing by the way.

next next! we went to sun moon lake. over there, we also ate our lunch and visited the Wen Wu Temple. then we went shopping at feng jia night market again. it's our free and easy time. taiwan taxis are quite cheap, but sometimes the taxi drivers dont seem to understand our chinese. lol. we speak perfect chinese okay.

also, taiwan shoes are very nice and comfortable! unlike shoes sold in singapore, which are all very hard and they hurt our legs. this is probably the reason why 2 of our tour mates bought 10 pairs of shoes each from taiwan. a bit crazy la. well, women love shoes too much so..oh ya, and shoes bought from taiwan don't bite. ask yl and ml, who wore the shoes the next day they bought them. really miss taiwan shoes man..should have bought more keke. and they are cheap too.

this is random but i shall post a video of dbsk heh. bread, they are better than super junior okay. although there is only 2 people, they are handsome, they can sing, they can dance, they are humorous..they are almost perfect. explosive charisma. :)

2011-04-22T22:41:00.003+08:00

BACK FROM TAIWAN! so now i shall blog :)

day 1 (wednesday).

we boarded the plane at 1.30am. me, meiling, yeeling and winnie. theresa was to join us at night, after her interview with nus. we were excited for our trip, so we didn't sleep at all throughout the whole flight. me, winnie and yeeling watched black swan on the plane! im a bit confused after watching it because i cannot differentiate which parts are hallucinations and which parts are not for the female lead. anyway, so we reached taoyuan airport 4 hours later. because we didn't sleep the whole night, by that time we were all really tired. on the bus, i can tell you what we did. sleep. yeah. lols.

first, we went to eat breakfast. it's the traditional breakfast that taiwanese eat. fan tuan and dan bing. we were really full so we shared the breakfast. the next stop is the National Chiang Kai-Shek Memorial Hall. the weather is really good. it's the nice cooling spring weather. next we went to the Fisherman Wharf, the filming site of the popular tv drama series "meteor garden" (yup i copied this from the itinerary lol). by that time i was a bit pissed because when i got on the bus i will be so tired i would sleep, then after a while they would wake me up to go see some attraction. very tired lehs. disrupted sleep. :( so far we were just going to places to take pictures haha. i promise to edit the posts about taiwan with pictures okay? now i don't have all the pictures yet. oh, and the funny thing is, i found out my camera has run out of batt. yes, just on the first day of the trip. plus my batteries are in my luggage, so the whole day i didn't take any pictures. :p

fisherman wharf..

next we went to Chiufen. this is the place where ruishan warned us it will be really cold. however, it wasn't cold, at least for us, maybe because that time when ruishan went it was raining? meiling even wore a sleeveless top out. so you can imagine the temperature there. it's the nice cooling weather. at Chiufen, we bought food back, like mua chee, jelly and etc. then we went to eat beef noodles that the tour guide recommended. i cannot describe how nice the noodles are, but i just want to say, they are really, really very nice! :D we ate it in a rush because we were running out of time, but it's so, so delicious! the noodles are handmade, and the beef is really tender, with little fats in between. the soup is the best part. it's cooked with herbs and it's not diluted at all. yum. i miss it. and i will not see beef noodles in the same way again. after that we bought drunken chicken back too.

the next stop is..(drum roll) the long awaited hot spring! <3 after changing into our swimsuits, we went to the hot spring. the water is really hot! right right winnie? hahas. because me and winnie kept screaming while going into the hot spring. i felt like im being burnt alive. hot hot. yeeling and meiling are used to bathing in warm water at home, so they were okay. even though i bathe with the heater on at home, the temperature is still not very high. after that, we changed to another pool, and the water is even hotter. i can see smoke coming out from the water. scary. after coming out from that one, yeeling's legs are red. lobster! :P :P after coming out from the hot spring, it's natural to feel a bit dizzy, tired and hungry. also, the hot spring water will make your blood circulate faster.

outside the hotspring..

okay, the last stop of the day is the Yilan leisure farm. at first we were excited because we thought we can pluck fruits, but we were disappointed because it's not the season for harvesting fruits. awwww. :( in the end we just had a tour of the place, and the result is, mosquito bites everywhere. after putting our luggage in the room, we went out for dinner, then the long night of activities began. the people at the farm put up a performance, and taught us to make dumplings and top spinning. oh, about the dumplings part, after making the dumplings, they will cook them and people can eat them. however, we didn't dare to eat them because we don't even know the other people who made the dumplings got wash hands or not, and then they just pour everything into the big pot and cook them. if we are unlucky we might get the dirty ones omg. ew.

anyway, we became bored because they had a top spinning competition and they were taking a long time. we just went to the other side to play with the bubbles. there is this area where there is a big steel round thing where you can make bubbles with. okay, i don't know how to describe it. but we kept ourself entertained. :) after that, we wrote our wishes on the sky lantern and put them up in the sky! so fun! ours flew really high. higher than the others. ^^ finally the day ended. we went back to our rooms to bathe. me and meiling were in one room while yeeling and winnie were in the other. there were a lot of bugs in our (me and meiling's) room! i killed one and yeeling helped us kill the other one. oh, then the four of us ate the drunken chicken. it's cold. i mean, it's supposed to be like that. then there are a lot of fats. it taste okay la. just as we were about to sleep, me and meiling found a butterfly in our room. .. no, relax we didn't kill it.

2011-04-08T22:34:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JJONG! :D

okay i shall blog about my malaysia trip now! :)

we took the train at 4am on saturday to malaysia. very early right? i wasn't too tired though. hurhur. i was excited! :P we took a really long train ride, and then we took at taxi to my aunt's place. she lives at the countryside. when we reached there, we were welcomed by her 3 adorable dogs! here they are, posing for me haha!

oh, and i want to thank cheyanne and theresa for overcoming my fear of dogs. seriously, if i don't have theresa as my friend, then i wouldn't have met cheyanne. if i didn't meet cheyanne, then i wouldn't be immune to her licks and i wouldn't have overcome my fear with dogs! haha thank you! :)

also, my aunt reared chickens. not many la. but i saw a few chicks, following their mum everywhere! so adorable! oh, and i feel like a paparazzi when i take pictures of the chickens because they run away when they see humans. which makes the photographing process a little tiring. hurhur.
see see i took this through a window! i have to take pictures while not being seen. lol. anyway, the hardest part was taking pictures of the chicks, because they follow the hen, who runs when she sees me, so even if i increase my speed of walking they will just do the same. but if i stand far away, the pictures taken are very blur. so it's all very frustrating. thus, i use my brains and i thought of a clever idea. i told my dad to make himself obvious to the chickens so they will run away from him, then i wait in the opposite direction with my camera. when the chickens run away from my dad they are actually walking in my direction! hahaha so i managed to take pictures of the adorable chicks. yay im happy! ^^

time passes really slowly when i was at my aunt's house. i think it's because there is no internet, and although there is tv, i couldn't understand a word because it was in malay. the only channel i can watch is this channel that is similar to okto. because the person speaks english. anyway, so we watched dvds instead. hong kong drama! after that my cousin and her husband came for dinner. they brought with them their adorable, fluffly dog! which i forgot to take a photo of. :(

after dinner my cousin's husband drove us around in his car. he rolled the windows down, so it was really windy and refreshing. we drove around the village and saw kids riding motorbikes (yeah, exciting huh? i would so not dare to ride a motorbike.) and buildings built to collect bird nests. on the car, i thought about whether i can actually survive in the countryside. although it is true that i thought of moving to the countryside in the future and away from city life, i realised i can't. i don't think i can take it.

first thing, i feel unsafe. people around look like ah bengs lol. also, if im seriously sick or anything how am i suppose to endure the long ride to the hospital, which is, i don't know where? by the time i reach the hospital i would have been dead. second thing, im bored there. citing one example. at night me and my bro continued watching the hong kong drama. after watching quite many episodes, i was feeling a little tired and i thought, it's probably 10 plus? my bro told me, "it's not even 9 yet." what? the point i am trying to make here is that time passes really slowly there. i don't really know why, i think it's just that there is nothing to do. third thing, if i really do live there, i have to worry about money because jobs there obviously do not pay much. so..these are the conclusions i derived while i was there.

the next day, we went to sao mu, which was the whole point of my family going over to malaysia. oh, my uncle drove really fast. it was like, 90km/hr. scary. of course we reached our destination in a really short period of time. after we sao mu and everything was over, we ate a quick lunch and took a taxi back to johor bahru, where we took a bus back to singapore. this whole process is really tiring. please don't try to take a taxi for such a long journey! it's really hot and stuffy in the taxi.

so im back in singapore, and on mon it was the start of a new week and im back to work again! getting a bit restless. wished des was there to entertain me. haha! nevermind la. fighting! :)

2011-04-01T21:56:00.006+08:00

edited. YAH! I WAS TRICKED! just now.

im going malaysia tomorrow! :) to sao mu. the last time i went back was pretty long ago..a few years? yay im quite happy because i can get out of Singapore! even if it's for 2 days. :P i promise i will blog about it when i come back. i know i have been neglecting my blog lately.. :(

oh oh and im going taiwan soon! so excited! :D i will remember to blog about that too. thus, please look forward to updates! :) :)

a big thank you to all the people who showed concern when i sprained my ankle last week. im fine now, kamsahamida! ^^ that day when i reached pasir ris mrt after work, i missed a step as i was walking down the stairs so i fell. now that i think about it, the people around didn't help me up eh! so mean. :( luckily wanying was there. after that my vision wasn't really clear so i sat down at the steps to rest. haiz. it sucks to have my ankle sprained as i was walking really slowly to work the next day. plus, people kept looking over at me..like they expect to see a cast on my leg or something. aigoo, my leg doesn't need to be hurt so seriously for me to be limping okay.

today is april's fool! HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL! nah, i wasn't tricked today. want to know why? because no one tricked me. lol! i don't think my colleagues are into this kind of thing. throughout the whole day, no one was tricked i think. because no one wanted to trick people lol. adults don't do these kind of things one la. it became to the extent that i forgot today was april's fool. hurhur. anyway, april's fool really has no meaning. well, if it's a public holiday then..it will be better. haha kidding. aww actually i don't mind being tricked..it's fun. :P try me hurhur.

alright people, im going to sleep early! okay, not really early..but still. annyeong! ^^

p.s. yah im so frustrated with all the spammers at my tagboard! is that a virus? blehhhhhhhhhhh.

THIS SONG IS STUCK IN MY HEAD!! nice :)

2011-03-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

haven't been updating my blog hor. my life had been the same..work and work and work everyday. i think right, when you have work, time really flies.

want to see handsome guys? :P TVXQ! :) :)

2011-03-06T19:42:00.003+08:00

Table 1: Grade Profiles of the 10^th and 90^th percentiles of ‘A’-Level Applicants offered places for courses at NUS in UAE 2010/2011^[1]

NUS Courses	Representative Grade Profile 3H2/1H1
NUS Courses	10th percentile	90th percentile
Faculty of Law
Law*	AAA/A	AAA/A
School of Medicine
Medicine*	AAA/A	AAA/A
Nursing*	BCC/B	AAA/A
Faculty of Dentistry
Dentistry*	AAA/A	AAA/A
School of Design & Environment
Architecture*	BBB/B	AAA/A
Industrial Design*	BBC/B	AAA/A
Project & Facilities Management	BBB/C	AAB/B
Real Estate	BBB/B	AAA/B
Faculty of Engineering
Engineering	BBC/B	AAA/A
Bioengineering	ABB/B	AAA/A
Chemical Engineering	AAA/B	AAA/A
Civil Engineering	BBB/C	AAA/A
Electrical Engineering	BBB/C	AAA/A
Environment Engineering	AAA/C	AAA/A
Engineering Science	ABB/C	AAA/A
Industrial & Systems Engineering	AAA/B	AAA/A
Materials Science & Engineering	ABB/C	AAA/A
Mechanical Engineering	BBB/C	AAA/A
School of Computing
Computing (Computer Science)	ABB/B	AAA/A
Computing (Information Systems)	ABB/C	AAA/A
Faculty of Engineering & School of Computing
Computer Engineering	BBB/B	AAA/A
Faculty of Science
Pharmacy	AAA/A	AAA/A
Science	ABB/B	AAA/A
School of Business
Business Admin	AAA/B	AAA/A
Business Admin (Accountancy)	AAA/A	AAA/A
Faculty of Arts & Social Sciences
Arts & Social Sciences	ABB/B	AAA/A
Arts & Social Sciences (MT related)	BBB/C	ABB/C

* Courses that require interview &/or test.

^[1]Double degrees are excluded from the table.

look nowadays going into the uni is so difficult! i just compared the IGP last year and in 2009/2010, and the 10th percentile has been pushed up by quite a bit. so sian eh..look at this here: http://www.nus.edu.sg/oam/gradeprofile/sprogramme-igp.html

2011-03-05T17:52:00.001+08:00

so now how?

2011-03-03T21:15:00.002+08:00

im going crazy!

明天最好不要有人惹我, 我心情不好!

i have never been so nervous over results before..im prepared for the worst already.

if you people sms me about my results and i don't reply, i think you all know what that means. it's not that im rude or anything or okay!

my life is a mess.

2011-02-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

i shall update my blog right now! :D

last sat i went cny visiting with my jc friends. this year, 5 of us went! the people who turned up this year were much more than last year, because last year there were only 3 of us. T.T vivien was grounded, so she didn't come. our first stop was wanyeng's house. we watched her cable tv at her house..'dream high', to be exact. haha. is that show really nice? i thought suzy couldn't act. anyway, so they started discussing about korean artistes and wanyeng kept saying she wants to gamble. but we refused, so..you shall read on to see whether she succeeded in making us gamble. :P

next stop was xiying's house. oh, her house has these very nice biscuits. they are addictive. hehs. xiying also has cable at her house, so we watched it too. after flipping through many channels and complaining about taiwan variety shows, we settled on taiwan news. lol right? we watch news when there are like, so many other channels on cable. anyway, taiwan news are actually pretty interesting. they report on stuff that may seem insignificant to us. for example, in singapore the news report on floods, what the MPs do, etc, but taiwan news report about this man who likes this particular woman then he started harrassing her, and other social issues. to me, i don't think these kind of news are really relevant to the public eh. they seem a bit like..tabloids.

we went to xueqin's house next. her house is just one bus stop away from xiying's, so we walked there. when we reached there, all we wanted to do was play wii. :P very fun eh! as predicted, we were stuck to wii for quite a long time. i want to play again qin er! :) then xueqin tried to make us help her finish her cny goodies. particularly the sweets, which she said she bought it especially for our visit. ha. her almond cookies are nice. :):)

after that we went to white sands to eat lunch. we ate at the japanese restaurant on the first floor. that was the first time i ate it, even though it had opened long long ago. haha. the food there not bad la, but a bit salty for me. after lunch we went to my house. the first thing they wanted to do when they reached there is do have a drink. because they are so thirsty after lunch haha. we sat and chatted about a lot of stuff. then we called vivien. although she is grounded, she said we can still go her house to visit.

vivien met us downstairs and gave us valentine's day presents :) chocolates and sweets! it was quite a long walk from my house to vivien's. xiying started complaining, because she had on new shoes and they are biting her. :x but her shoes very nice eh! pink de. :) she look like princess. hurhur. eh i sidetracked..okay when we reached vivien's house her hyper cousin greeted us at the door. she is so adorable! she kept jumping up and down and playing with vivien. then we played cards. no la, we never gamble. we just played cheat and a bit of 21 点. by that time we were too full so we didn't eat a lot of cny goodies at her house too.

the last stop is wanying's house. we walked a lot to reach her house. by that time our legs were hurting.. :( however, we persevered just to go see her house. haha. her mum and her sis greeted us at the door and started chanting, "welcome!" that kind of thing. haha so cute. we went to wanying's room to see whether there are any posters of shinee or taemin. in the end, there is just this small piece of shinee photo pasted on the wall. haiz, we are disappointed wanying. haha. then her mum cooked us mee sua and treated us to fried mushrooms. the mee sua ia super nice! hope we will have another chance to taste it again..

so that marked the end of our jc cny visit! it was really fun and i hope we can do it next year too! :)

on sunday, i went for another cny visiting. this time it's with my secondary school clique. the first stop is den's house. she said she wanted her house to be the first stop so that she don't have to wake up early. lol. in the end, when me, ml and yl reached there, she haven't even finish preparing! tsk tsk. subsequently, rs and manda came. we ate breakfast at den's house. egg sandwiches, fries and den's favourite pineapple tarts!

the next stop is meiling's house. before we went there, we sat at a pavilion near the bus stop to wait for winnie to come. while we were there, we chatted about our upcoming 'A' levels results :x and the interesting dreams we had. and a lot of other stuff la, because winnie took a long time to come. we reached meiling's house and sat down to watch this show on tv that teaches chinese idioms. i think it's a dvd or something la. then we went to her room. den borrowed her books and ml showed us the taiwan itineraries that she and tc obtained when they went to visit the travel agencies once. i started playing with rs's cam and took a lot of random pictures of her room. ha.

after that we ate lunch at tmart. ban mian! heh heh. they were talking about playing monopoly deal, so rs went to buy one. i think they wanted to make it a tg monopoly deal. aigoo is that really nice to play? anyway after lunch we took a bus to my house. unfortunately, they started playing monopoly deal at my house. i don't really like to play it because i don't want to analyse, i guess. however, i teamed up with winnie, so that's okay. :) they started eating potato chips at my house. can't believe they ate lunch already but they still can eat somemore. lol.

the next and last stop is yl's house. by then, manda had left to go her cousin's house. yl's mum cooked beehoon, so we ate some. i remember last year her mum cooked the same beehoon too! :) after that, we continued our monopoly deal game and rs left. while playing, den played english songs using her iphone and i got a healthy dose of english songs after so many months of listening to korean songs. :P den actually listen to korean songs like 'gee' and 'sorry sorry' eh! haha..i find it surprising. she said she only listen to famous songs. lols.

our cny visit ended at 7pm. every year, the number of people going to our cny visit just gets lesser and lesser. so are the number of houses we visit. so sad eh. i have a feeling, tg will just have a sub group la. haha like all those kpop artistes..then the sub group will be those people who go to most of the outings and organise them. oh tg have a family eh! let me show the family tree here. :P

the oldest: winnie

winnie's daughter: rs

rs's daughters: yl and me

my daughter: bc

yl's daughter: den

okay i concede that this doesn't look like a family tree at all..sorry. it's really hard to illustrate. want to join our tg family? :) we have family rules one okay. i remember the first rule is : don't forget family rules. second: be respectful to elders. third: don't talk crap. haha. we all agreed that den had broken the third rule too many times. :P the rules were set once when we were being too high and started going crazy la.

alright i have to go this is really a long post! im tired..oh the relevant people please upload the pictures on fb quick! gombawa :)

2011-02-14T09:00:00.001+08:00

why isn't Valentine's day a public holiday? sheesh. maybe that will make me like this day more. HA.

2011-02-10T21:42:00.004+08:00

ANNYEONG DOG! :P

this year's cny was the same as the previous years'. on the first day of cny, we went to visit relatives. on the second day, we went to the temple to pray and then we went to watch movie! the shaolin movie. haha i forgot the full title. anyway it's not bad la, but it was pretty violent. a lot of fighting scenes, blood everywhere, and people dying. almost all the main characters are dead by the end of the movie. sad. i think i cried myself dry too. now that i think about it, i don't know why i cried over certain scenes because they are really not very sad or touching in any way. ha.

on the third day of cny me and my parents went to sentosa. we walked to sentosa via the boardwalk linking vivocity and sentosa. at vivocity, i saw my j2 econs teacher! she recognise me eh! haha im quite surprised. i thought im invisible in the class. :P anyway seeing her reminds me of my econs results, which have been horrible. and then i was reminded of..my 'A' level econs results. which are not out yet, and which im terrible worried for. T.T aigoo. so then we walked over to sentosa. it was a bit hot, so we walked in the sheltered area. after that we visited Candylicious in sentosa! there are many candy there! yum yum! we walked past Universal Studios, but we didn't go in. it's pretty saddening because i can only look outside but i ccaann'tttt gooo iinn. T.T haha.

actually the main purpose of our sentosa trip is to go see Sentosa Flowers 2011. we did, of course, but there were too many people and it started raining, so we didn't stay there for too long. there are these flower sculptures around, and the most ridiculous thing is that people were queuing up to take pictures with the flowers. at first when we saw the long queue we thought they were what, i don't know, buying food or tickets and then we realised..they were queuing up to take pictures. lol. although the rain kind of spoiled our trip, me and my parents still had a great time. :) without my bro. ha kidding.

sunday i spent my day at home resting. although there were 4 days of cny break, it didn't feel like i have rested because i spent 3 days going out. heh. i cleared some of my stuff in my room too. haha spring cleaning AFTER cny? unique right. :P

hope everyone had a fun and happy cny too! and don't dread going back to work too much. :P i think orange caramel is really cute. when they first debuted, i was like, what kind of group name is that? but i became addicted to their songs and i like their members too. this is really a nice song! :) i didn't realise that when you sing with emotion, people can actually hear it.

2011-02-02T16:54:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE! :)

it's cny again! i remember last year in mj they had lion dance performance. oh, and it was very hot at the assembly ground. burning. but this year, it's quite cooling. in fact, it had been raining the past few days. haiz..the weather is getting more and more unpredictable.

work has been enjoyable so far. maybe because there is more work to do now. i think i prefer being busy at work as compared to having not many things to do. but not to the extent to busy until i ot and skip lunch and stuff. like wanying. :x my colleagues are all very interesting and funny. especially 阿狗. haha i wrote this just to let you see! :P

anyway, if there are more stuff happening in my life i will blog again k! enjoy cny!

SHINee is really funny. joke. watch from 2:52 onwards :)

2011-01-29T19:59:00.001+08:00

原来, 一切都是假的.

2011-01-15T23:44:00.004+08:00

OOH. so fast jan 15 le. time flies man. especially when you are working. today manda mentioned that i have worked 1 month le. it's quite shocking. to me. it didn't feel like 1 month has passed. let's update my blog!

hmm. we went to theresa's house for christmas party last year. haha sounds very long ago hor? :P that day i haven't fully recovered from my cough so my voice is a little..weird. they say it's sexy. HA. it's really frustrating because it was when i lost my voice then i realise i really like to talk. everything i also want to comment. but i can't. bleh. you will only cherish it when you lose it.

Dear my beloved throat,

i promise i will take good care of you.

Love, baoyi :)

anyway, so we exchanged our christmas presents and TRIED to play with theresa's bro. however, there are too many people hogging him and he was tired, so we didn't interact with him much. :( oh, while we were in theresa's room talking there was once he drove his "car" into the room. it's cute. the food was also very nice. delicious! winnie is particularly mesmerised with the cupcakes. they are really adorable la. go facebook see the pictures! oh and cheyanne kept licking us, as usual.

today me, rs, yl, manda, bc, winn and christine went to NEX to shop for christine's present. it was a pleasant surprise, because i expected NEX to be boring. someone told me there is only food there, but there are a lot of other stuff to shop there eh. a lot of clothes. and shoes! i really like shoes..who can ever get enough of shoes? muahahaha. but i didn't buy la. must save money. anyway, so we walked around until my leg pain lorr. we ate lunch at wendy's and dinner at some beef noodles shop. by the time we finished dinner, it's 10pm. time flies. we bought christine's present..a pair of heels. very nice :)

heh will blog again when got gatherings okay! :)

2011-01-01T11:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! IT'S 2011!

2010 was a very fruitful year, i must admit. actually every year also fruitful. HA. anyway, the year started rather awkwardly, because im in a new class. it became very hard to adjust and i find myself looking forward to holidays like cny and events like the open house so i dont have to be with my class. lol. after that it became better though. now i just feel glad that im in 09s305. :)

overall, the most prominent thing that i remembered of 2010 is the mugging. i felt that i have been mugging non-stop, preparing for tests, doing homework, going consultations and going library to mug somemore. it's terrible. i dont even remember what happened during my cca last year. mugging overshadowed everything else.

basically 2010 is a year where there were a lot of stress, uncertainty and emo-ness. i must admit i do find mugging with friends an enjoyable thing, and i treasure those study breaks where we spent gossiping. :P i think the process of mugging do bring us closer. im glad TG is still close, despite the fact that we have gone to different jcs and have different commitments. oh, and this year i didn't go to the r6 chalet eh. i dont think i missed out much. :P

what else? oh i think 2010 is the year where i was really interested in kpop. it was the biggest distraction and it's not really healthy for my As. ha. but it's great entertainment. now im hooked onto beast! my bias kept changing. first it's snsd, then cn blue, then shinee, now beast. haha very fun :D but onew is so adorable.

oh well. looking back at 2010, im glad i survived As, which is the biggest thing of the year. i dont know what my results will be, and i dont really want to think about it, but i know i did my best. if, (touch wood) it does not turn out well, i will not have regrets. i will just accept my own intelligence level.

i dont normally make new year resolutions, so there wont be any exception for this year. but i hope 2011 will continue to be exciting, i will learn a lot and 2012 wont be the end of the world. haha. aigoo, imagine not studying for 7 months and then go university. my senior said studying for exams in uni is like studying for As. the teachers always lie to us. tsk tsk.

BEAST/B2ST! :D

2010-12-26T18:51:00.003+08:00

my blog is dead. so sorry. nothing much to write about eh. working is sian, but so is staying at home. basically, holidays are sian. i can't believe i have became sick of holidays so fast after craving for them so badly during As. i realised, studying is still the best.

anyway. im just moody. and i feel like cutting out my throat and throw it into the bin. i don't want to cough anymore. :(

2010-12-09T02:13:00.004+08:00

today-oh no, yesterday night (it's 2am now) we had our mjc prom!

at first i was dreading it, because i really don't like this kind of stuff, and putting on makeup is torturous! especially the eyeliner part, which totally make me tear up. i went to tc's house to prepare, and her mum helped us put on our makeup. at first i thought i looked hideous - no, im not implying that her mum did a bad job, it's just that i think i look weird with makeup la - but after that i got used to it so i didn't think it was that bad.

and then i was licked by cheyanne (as usual). oh i played with tc's brother too! okay, not really, to be exact i was just trying to make him play the games on the ipad. he is really living in the digital age..when i was young i most probably wanted barbies and some toys that can be found in toys r us but tc's brother, when he woke up, the first thing he wanted was the ipad. wow. he actually know what that thing is. it was cute seeing cheyanne sniffing and licking him while he gave the "this is so ticklish" face. kawaii.

on the way to the hotel me and tc talked while i start to freeze. reason being, the taxi is too cold. ha. anyway, after the 112 gathering when i was freezing because it rained and then the function room was so cold, i start to get cold easily these days. sian. when we reached the hotel i felt really embarrassed because i have never tried putting on makeup and then wearing like that so i didn't want to get out of the luxurious toilet. haha. it's so big and there are even comfy chairs to sit on. after that we went into the "mingling room" (as shafiq calls it), and we kept taking pictures. we didn't stop taking pictures even when we went inside to sit down and eat (finally).

anyway, so food was served and we watched performances by our own fellow schoolmates. the food is okay la..oh there was abalone. ha, that was nice. ;P the mc was very funny as well. he seems to be a dj because he has a dj-ish voice. i cannot really what happened after that..im pretty tired right now. oh, kimberly and kenneth are our prom queen and king.

okay that's it the end i cannot stand it anymore im going to go sleep. i shall edit this a few days later. :) ending with a photo..

09s305! haha, don't say im biased, but i only put this photo because it's the only nice group photo uploaded right now on fb. and some people weren't in..but we couldn't find everyone and some people were rushing to get home so..the photo still looks very nice :)

2010-12-07T00:20:00.001+08:00

hooked onto kpop. :P

2010-12-03T23:49:00.004+08:00

this is really amazing. how many kpop songs can you hear? :D

edited. p.s. i really cannot hear ring ding dong though..

0:06 SHINee - Lucifer / 0:26 SHINee - Ring Ding Dong /0:38 Super Junior - Bonamana / 0:51 U-Kiss - Man Man Ha Ni / 4:05 T-ARA - I Go Crazy Because Of You / 1:20BEAST - Shock / 1:34 Big Bang - Haru Haru / 1:47 F.T Island - I Hope / 2:14 Wonder Girls - 2 Different Tears /2:41 BEAST - Mystery / 2:54 4Minute - Huh / 3:04 T-ARA - Bo Peep Bo Peep / 3:21 Kiss - Because I'm A Woman /3:52 2AM - Even If I Die, I Can't Let You Go / 4:20 DBSK - I Believe / 4:41 SNSD - Gee.

2010-11-29T21:36:00.002+08:00

last week after the second last paper, i went out a few times with different people! sorry if my sentence structures are going to be weird but it have been quite long since i practised gp? heh.

last monday after chem paper 1, me, yingying, andrea, wanting and grace went to andrea's house to watch "where the wild things are" that we borrowed from the school library. well, it's a very interesting movie..we didn't understand it. haha. it's supposed to have good reviews. maybe it's too chim for us. after that we just talked and watched 爱 a bit. looks like we all didn't really liked it.

on tuesday, me, yingying, andrea, wanting, grace and yuanning went out to shop. to be more exact, only yuanning and grace were shopping. the 4 of us kept standing outside the shop to talk. haha. then we walked around to look at prom dresses. yingying's criteria of a prom dress is so difficult to meet! but we saw some really cheap dresses at bugis street. like 30 bucks. as expected, the quality of the dresses weren't very good, but it's 30 bucks, what do you expect?

after that we went to iluma. it's such a posh place. oh and the aircon is very cold. lol. at the arcade, grace wanted this little twinkle star stuff toy, so she tried for it at the machine and we all excited when she got it in the end. haha. throughout the trip wanting looked very tired. i think she slept quite late ar. oh then we took pictures too! but i don't have them now. yay im really happy. i wasn't exaggerating when i said i waited for this trip for a long time. since the start of the year, i hope i can be close to my new classmates and go out with them someday, and it happened! :) i hope after the As we can still be close and go out to play! that time after our 305 lunch a few of us also went to play badminton near wanting's house and we ended up chatting. while sitting on the floor of the court. ha. im glad i made new friends this year and i had a lot of interesting experiences! im glad that i went to 305 and they really gave me many valuable memories. :)

on wed, i went back to school for the bio paper 1 pre-conditioning. we just did a paper and went through it. after that, i went out for TG gathering! or is it GT? haha inside joke. :P oh i want to tell rs it's not her fault that i didn't know about the outing and there is no need to feel guilty. she just saved the wrong number. and if it's anyone's fault, it's the person who got rs's messages that were meant for me! can't the person inform rs that she got the wrong number? that's quite bad. anyway, we went to seoul garden and winn brought her boyfriend along. it's a bit awkward..sorry winn we weren't very sociable. it will get better. i hope. :P

after that we went to den's house. surprisingly, this time we didn't play saboteur or the monopoly deal game. we just talked throughout the time there. we ate pizza and cupcakes that den's mum and maid made. oh that sentence actually rhymes. ha. the cupcakes are a little too sweet for me though.

okay i gotta go, too tired. bye!

2010-11-23T10:37:00.003+08:00

wahahaha my As are over. okay, maybe not officially, but who cares about bio mcq? oops kidding la. i will study for it, but not now :P

jiayou to others who still have exams! push on okay people you all can do it~ don't be distracted! go go go!

oh right. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDA I LOVE YOU! :D

2010-10-31T22:17:00.003+08:00

8 more days to 'A' levels! woohoo! haha im going crazy. i know, i should be studying now..don't remind me.

anyway just now that stupid harry potter is so distracting i finished watching the whole show! rahh. but it's too nice! i loved that movie the most. the others all quite boring de. haha. and i always manage to cry when cedric died!(no matter how many times i watched) so sad la. T.T

just now i read this particular part in the magazine, and it said,

symptoms of stress:

restless - check

easily angered - check

mood swings - check

feel that every minute should be spent studying - check

ha.

okay! im going to go study! :D

life sucks, but what's new?

2010-10-14T22:25:00.002+08:00

time flies. tomorrow is our farewell assembly. the last official day of school. so fast eh! i can't wait for it, because i want to see what the teachers are doing for us, but at the same time i don't really want it to come. so conflicting!

mj has really gave me a memorable 2 years. in these 2 years, there are so many events that are packed inside that i feel that a few years had gone by. there have been times when im not sure of myself, when i struggled, when i broke down, when im confused, when i rejoice, when i overcame obstacles, when i feel warmth from people around me, and all these experiences are those that i will never forget. while my memories of mj is mostly about studying, but even that part is fun. i feel that i actually enjoy studying, to a certain extent. (must be study too much already, brain fried :P) when i see a question that i can't solve, i will be excited and i will feel the enthusiasm to solve it. (wah, siao liao) haha..i don't really know what is going on with me. pre-farewell assembly craziness?

i guess what im trying to say here is that i will never regret coming to mj. jc life is very fruitful, very rewarding, and i can't believe im going to say this-i will miss jc life. i remember when i first stepped into this school i can't wait for jc life to be over. it's so stressful, different and unpredictable. when people told me jc life would be the most fun schooling experience i will ever encounter, i didn't believe it. now i do. and i want to thank everyone for making this possible.

this is the last lap, and we will end this with a bang! people, keep holding on! jiayou!

2010-10-09T21:56:00.001+08:00

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walking till you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you and the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get

Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish, yeah yeah

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
(My wish for you)

This is my wish
(My wish for you)
I hope you know somebody loves you
(My wish for you)
May all your dreams stay big
(My wish for you)

this song is for all my friends. to those taking As this year, to those overcoming their own obstacles, to those losing hope in life..people, don't give up!

2010-10-07T23:08:00.005+08:00

yay today is my birthday! so happy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO TO MY MUM, AND YULING!

i want to thank a lot of people right now. firstly, a BIG thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday. im quite shocked because some of them are those that i didn't expect to wish me a happy birthday de haha.

thanks xiying, wanyeng, qin er and wanying for the hello kitty cake! nope it haven't melt yet. although i only put it in the fridge at night. :P thanks jessica for singing my birthday song. thanks qin er for singing many different versions of the birthday song and then conclude for me which type is the best lol. thank you to all my 09s305 classmates who wished me a happy birthday. whether it's lame, random, sincere, suspecting, or anything else. :D thanks serene, bread, tc and teckli(!) for singing me a happy birthday song so loudly and presenting me with a muffin (which tc still insist that it's a cupcake).

last but not least, thank you TG for making my birthday so so memorable! like what i wrote in the sms, i have never been tricked so many times in a day. not even on April's fool. haha! at first, tc said a lot of people cannot come. then beecheng appear. then suddenly bread and serene were on the same bus with us. i admit, that part shocked me the most. because it's highly likely that bread and serene won't be able to make it (bread is because of her mum, then when tc tell me serene got tuition it seemed reasonable), thus when i first saw bread i was still thinking i saw the wrong person. and then i believed the part about yl going to date also..

when we reached pizza hut i was quite shocked serene just walked in without informing the person how many people are sitting. wah like some big card ar! and then i realised the rest were there already. because im in a confused mood, so maybe my expression don't show that im really shocked, but i am la. :P plus i feel a little tired, so i don't respond effectively. anyway when we were all singing the birthday song so malu it's like everyone looking over. aiyo.

oh well, it was fun! thanks everybody! love you people! :D :D

2010-09-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

[Chorus:]
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

[Chorus (repeat)]

2010-09-24T17:23:00.003+08:00

surprisingly, the end of prelims didn't give me a relieved feeling. instead, it made me more stressed.

i went to vent it out by going sing k with xiying and wanyeng after bio paper today, but it didn't help much. when i reached home, it started to rain..

i didn't think jc life would be so tough.

the saddest thing is when you cry alone

2010-09-08T23:16:00.002+08:00

yay. since bread posted the other picture, i shall post this one then.

thanks again to yl and tc today for helping me so much. i was feeling sick and really unwell. thanks for both of your concern! im really touched! sorry for making both of you worry. although i kind of wasted 1 day of studying (the moment i went back, i just slept) but it's okay la. must take care of my health.

jiayou people too! take care whilst revising! :D

2010-09-06T21:07:00.005+08:00

ohmygosh Thai insurance commercials are so touching! T.T

Cherish the people around you.

2010-08-22T20:05:00.000+08:00

如果說了後悔　是不是一切就能倒退
回憶多麼美　活著多麼狼狽
為什麼這個世界　總要叫人嚐傷悲
我不能瞭解　也不想瞭解

我好想好想飛　逃離這個瘋狂世界
那麼多苦　那麼多累
那麼多莫名的淚水〔傷悲〕
我好想好想飛　逃離這個瘋狂的世界
如果是你　發現了我　也別將我挽回

想了你一整夜　再也想不起你的臉
你是一種感覺　寫在夏夜晚風裡面
青春是挽不回的水　轉眼消失在指間
用力的浪費　再用力的後悔

2010-08-09T23:43:00.003+08:00

taken from yantong's blog.

One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport.

We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us.

My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches! The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us.

My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was really friendly.

So I asked, ‘Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!’

This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call,

‘The Law of the Garbage Truck.’

He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment.

As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they’ll dump it on you. Don’t take it personally.

Just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. Don’t take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home, or on the streets.

The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day.
Life’s too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,

so … Love the people who treat you right.

Pray for the ones who don’t.

Life is ten percent what you make it and ninety percent how you take it!

Have a blessed, garbage-free day!

2010-07-23T21:54:00.002+08:00

i know i haven't been blogging, but no one is pestering me to blog too, so that's okay. ha.

im here to tell you people that i will temporary stop blogging till..after 'A' levels. maybe i will post a short post after prelims, though. the reason why i decided to do this was because i really have to put on my energy and time into my studies. for my 'A' levels, im willing to give up all these: my tv, my com, and all those distractions.

gambatte people~

those who did well for mid-years, jiayou and strive for better results!

those who did not, don't give up and persevere because this is not your final grade! the 'A' levels is your final destination. hang on!

i really like this quote..

"faith is to believe what you do not see, the reward of this faith is to see what you believe."

~Saint Augustine

i hope you people will be able to see what you believe at the end of 'A' levels! :D

2010-07-07T21:33:00.006+08:00

AHHH TC THAT GIRL SAID "IT'S SO FLUFFY IM GONNA DIE!" at 1:40 I CANT STAND IT SHE IS SO CUTEEEEE! hahaha oh man i want to go watch also. :(

today is our last paper. when we finished our chem paper, most of us didn't feel ecstatically happy, because it ended on a bad note. chem paper 1 was..haiz. for the last few questions, i just anyhow shade some answers on the OAS lol. i didn't even look at the questions eh! it was a mad rush. oh well. it's over la.

DOES THIS COUNT AS ANNOYING? :D she is so cute. how does she make that sound? ha.

2010-07-01T21:52:00.002+08:00

只要不断气，绝对不放弃！

what the, tj people end exams le? aigoo. we are continuing next week..

a day of uncertainties. :/ don't worry, i won't give up de! im always like that, suddenly i will emo, feel stressed and really uncertain about my future, but after a while i will regain my confidence. if you don't try, how will you know whether or not you will succeed?

"Faith is to believe what you do not see; the reward of this faith is to see what you believe."

-- Saint Augustine

2010-06-15T08:20:00.003+08:00

how is everyone doing? im dying from studying..haiz. i don't think i will ever finish studying for mid-years so.. :(

oh well. on a happier note, on friday night we had our 4r3 dinner at swensens! quite a number of people turned up. yay! around 20 plus? those people who never come, rahh!! anyway, we chatted a lot la. oh ya, and that incident of the bug in the basket containing the utensils! lols. the people there look even more flustered than us. chill chill. next time when we want free ice-cream, tell the manager "cockroach"! haha. i don't think it will work though. after that, we went to the open plaza and chat and cam-whore. in the dark. lol.

by the time we wandered over to tampines 1, a few of us have left already. we wanted to go frolicks and see if we will meet cheryl goh, but she's not there. just as we had nowhere else to go, we made a last-minute decision to go watch a midnight movie. me, ml, yl, shirlin, cheryl, theresa, winnie, jansen, terry, kent, yongguang? yongguang was there right? haha i think so. oh ya oh ya he was there. so sorry. i remember kent, terry and jansen were definitely there, because they were discussing how to go home and then they were saying kent and ml live near together, they can go back together. then terry is the one who keep saying "im sorry" to anyone who said "very hot eh" in the lift. -.- as for jansen, he was talking talking talking non-stop how can anyone forget his existence? hahas.

we watched "The A-Team" because it's at the most convenient timing. at first i thought it's going to be boring, with all the guys and fighting and stuff, but it was surprisingly entertaining. the fighting parts are very exciting, and the characters are quite funny. winnie was laughing so loudly beside me. :D

the next day, me, ml, yl and jansen were up early at tampines library mugging. lols. we sacrifice our sleep time to relax! well, like what tc said, at least we don't sacrifice our study time to relax. ha. after that i went to PVC dinner with vivi, jas, leemin and choonteck. it was fun! we chatted for hours at Just Acia and spammed their ice-cream. okay, to be exact, they spammed the ice-cream. we talked about mj, poly stuff, uni stuff, and..we gossiped a lot. haiz. and then we went to the arcade to take neoprints! it's had been a long time since i took neoprints. :) we also played some of the arcade games. oh, we played 'spot the difference'! haha. a game that can be played free on facebook. lols. that leemin and choonteck ar, go and influence me look at the 肩带 of the women when they come out. rahh!

okay la, that's it. people, jiayou and mug more kay? 船到桥头自然直。i believe in that. :)

2010-06-04T23:24:00.004+08:00

wanted to write something really long, since i haven't been blogging for ages, but..just don't feel like it. hahas. plus there is nothing much to write about anyway. like what my maths teacher said, jc life is..no life. is that expected or what.

this june holiday is for mugging. to be accurate (like how tc put it), this is our june study break. HA. today me and tc were reading bread's blog in school (2 nothing-to-do people :P) and then she was blogging about donghae from super junior and we were both surprised that she would like guys from these kind of pop groups. very interesting. didn't expect it bah? :D well, for me, i think in super junior, ryeowook is really talented. he can really sing. when i first heard his voice, i thought it was very clear and distinctive. so, bread, i think ryeowook is better. ha.

these days whenever i want to relax, i will go youtube and watch videos. mainly the show "we got married"! the sweet potato couple. yonghwa and seohyun are so cute! it's really hilarious as well. hahas kpop is so prevalent nowadays. it is from this show that i know C.N blue exists. :P their songs are really nice! they are different from other pop groups who always have catchy songs that could make me quite sick of them when listened to excessively, thus listening to C.N blue's songs is a refreshing change.

hope you all like it! it's very sweet. p.s. to those who watch "we got married", im pretty sure that sentence in the rap is not a coincidence! :D

2010-05-31T10:02:00.002+08:00

freaking out. i don't know why im so afraid of GP mid-years. normally GP is not something on my top priorities, compared to other subjects. but this year, i realised, you actually have to study for GP. haiz.

baoyi, chill already. im going to take my GP exam in 3 hours' time. jiayou!

2010-05-16T22:46:00.003+08:00

what's that? i know right!

HAHA. yesterday was so hilarious. inside joke. :D i had real fun yesterday when we went to send rs off for poland, with dodo being so unintentionally funny. bon voyage, rs! going to poland is so cool! i also want to go. :(

oh wells. i will just stay here and do bio spa. fine. anyway, yesterday me, tc, christine, winnie, bc and den went to the airport to eat dinner before meeting rs. at popeyes, we totally laughed like crazy because dodo kept making us laugh. i couldn't eat my food after that. all your fault la! and then she became the rubbish bin, because when we didn't want to eat the biscuit or the fries she will be there to polish them off. lols.

tc was amazed at how my mood changed 180 degrees, because the day before i was so emo and then yesterday i was so high. partly because of dodo la. plus i doubt staying back in school for revision lectures makes one high. right?

i feel like going mj band concert sia. but there is Mardi Gras on that day. how? how? haiz.

okay la, bye. :)

2010-05-09T22:07:00.003+08:00

i realised i haven't blogged in a real long time. so sorry. im really busy with stuff like spa, tests, homework, and our com decided that it was a good time to go on strike, so i couldn't use it for a while. really a lot of stuff to do la. the to-do list sent by my classmate is actually quite scary. there are like what, 12 things on the list? haiz.

really afraid of spa. no, not THAT spa. is the science practical assessment. for those who don't have it, thank your lucky stars. not only do i have it, i have 2 of them. bio and chem. spa have been taking up majority of my time, and because of them my revision is totally neglected.

bread, don't be so stressed! so sorry, i only saw your post (dated 24 april) just now. don't feel guilty, because that's not what friends are for. they are not here to make you feel guilty. be happy okay! TG love you!! :)

on thursday, we saw a very very pretty rainbow. to be accurate, it's 2 rainbows. in mj during morning assembly. did you all see them? everyone was trying to take a picture of them, but i was hoping more of a DSLR to capture them. it would be perfect. haiz.

wanying had a new haircut. her hair looks real short now. that day when i met her on the bus and walked to the canteen together with her, xiying thought she was my new friend. as in, xiying looked from afar and thought that i was talking to a new friend. and as wanyeng corrected, they thought i was talking to a guy. haha. wanying looked seriously hurt. oops. :P well, wanying, contrary to your belief, having long hair is actually less hot because at least you can tie it up. short hair is hotter because you can't tie it up, and have to cut it constantly. the last time i cut my hair was like, 5 months ago? lols. im real lazy.

uh oh. im anticipating a cough coming up. must be the kfc i ate this afternoon. oops. but it's a routine! junk food on sundays. seriously..hahas. i better not be sick! im going to spam my water/honey/strepsils right now.

most of the photos are credited to yantong, because i got them from her blog. :)

2010-04-25T23:39:00.004+08:00

i officially announce - i. am. so. sick. of. chem.

seriously.

i have been doing chem stuff non-stop since friday onwards. periodicity tutorial, electrochem tutorial, thermochem and thermodynamics 20 mcq, studying for chem test..im going crazy! chem is invading my life to a huge extent. :(

i feel so sian.

hang on!

p.s every time i assess my folder on the desktop, no matter for what reasons, the first folder i click on will automatically be the one labelled "school", where i keep all my downloaded documents from ivle. it's becoming a habit. haiz.

2010-04-20T23:15:00.003+08:00

shan shan, look here. :)

it's so true, so true, that it hurts. sometimes.

there is this particular picture that i saw at the end of last year. had not my friend told me, i would not have noticed. this picture had stuck in my head because the contrast is so glaring. in a year (just 1 year!), everything changed. i realised, there and then, that photographs really can capture the feelings, the innocence, the genuine smiles..

all your aspirations, your dreams, your hope for the future..captured in an instant. and then. you are wearied.

how did it come to this? we have lost ourselves.

if. if she saw that picture, i think she will be stunned.

2010-04-18T11:47:00.002+08:00

pw results are out. our whole class got A! yay! 09S112 rocks. :D

thanks a whole lot, by the way. well, it's okay. i believe mj will prove to everyone else - especially that annoying school who thinks that they are smart - that without the exemplars and templates that you people think are letting us bag that A, we will still get great results. just wait and see. we will definitely have the last laugh.

mj guitar concert was great! i have never seen a guitar musical before - not that i have seen a lot of guitar concerts, but still - and it was definitely a refreshing change. i think they all did a great job. it was also a surprise because i didn't know they will be so good in fusing guitars in the musical. and they can really sing! manda, you missed a great show.

gotta go. e-learning, as per usual.

2010-04-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

im aching all over. so what's new? i had pe today. :x plus last friday's 5 stations left me aching throughout the weekend. woah.

me, wanying and denise talk about the weirdest stuff. basically i don't talk about all these stuff with TG or even the 7 sisters. it's a new experience. lol.

to sum it up, with xiying they all, we will talk about..mainly school. like teachers, our classes, oh and sometimes we will argue about particular maths/chem/other subjects questions. haha. we will start debating whether this method is correct or not. very interesting, in fact. doesn't seem like something a clique will discuss about. haha. we are very academic kind de. the main topics would revolve around school. then sometimes me, wanyeng and xiying will talk about korean pop. :D

with TG, we talk about the most random stuff. i feel that we can talk about anything, anytime. i remember recently i just talked to someone about something and then we got so sidetracked and by the time we realised it we were like, "how did we get to this topic?" haha. oh ya it's with manda. i think we were talking about something related to mj, and then we went all the way to liqin, our primary school friend. totally no link. =P in TG, we are very interconnected. like who and who are primary school friends, and then same jc, same cca or something else. that is why we can just anyhow link and link and we get sidetracked easily. it's pretty fun. my friends are actually quite amazed i have such a big clique. we have what, 12 people? that's crazy. but we can really click. =) i think it's the interconnectedness linking us all together.

as for wanying and denise, we will talk about what girls normally talk about. like gossip and other stuff. to me, it's kind of weird because even with TG we don't really talk about these kind of stuff. then they will start telling me incredible things and i will be like, what the..-.-

does that mean i have a very diverse circle of friends? :)

after coming to my new class, i start knowing a lot of SC people. at least now i can recognise most of them because wanying will always meet them. plus we already have 4 SCs in our class alone. i wouldn't go as far as to say i know most of the SCs personally, but at least i know they exist. lols. some of them are really quite low profile, for an SC. and the big SC family is quite complicated. haiz. haha.

i don't see why mousehunt can be so appealing. for my bro, at least. he is obsessed with it. everyday when he comes back he will hunt mice. and then he will make the "poh poh" (the horn's sound) sound and then make me sound the hunter's horn. *faints*

oh well. was i going to say something? i don't think sooo. okay, bye. =)

2010-04-04T23:16:00.006+08:00

i will do my homework after this, i promise. =)

my eye hurts. ouch.

i think if i have the chance, i would like to have a temporary job that wrap presents! it's so fun to wrap presents. i just wrapped my dad's birthday present (i don't think he will read this :x) and i wrapped it in a way that it looks like a sweet! yup, something like that. im so proud of myself. :D

my gosh. the moment i type "sweets" all the pictures of the sweets start coming out and they look so yummy! :D

flicker is a good place to search for pictures but so is deviantart. i remember last year during pw op period when we like to put pictures as backgrounds for our slides, i found most of my pictures on deviantart. there is this gummy bear picture im really proud of - i found it on deviantart okay! because that time our leader chose really black and grey and emo pictures for his slides, but that part is the proposal and the pictures can't be too gloomy so i went to find for him that gummy bear picture that suit that slide really well. =) i love that picture! let me go dig it out..yup this is it!
nice righttt? :D it's just totally adorable and makes me want to eat them up. =)

i cannot stand it. my internet is so slow!! ugh. okay, random pictures now.

tada! 饭团！i made them okay! :D i think a few weeks ago. that yl ar, always say want to make for me but never make for me. hmph. looks delicious right? i ate most of them. :D is that surprising or what. lols.

this is an adorable chocolate christmas log cake my mum bought last year. i can't remember whether it tastes good or not, but it doesn't matter because all cakes taste goooddd! yum yum. like what i told serene. inside joke. :P

okayy. gotta go. :)

2010-04-02T20:53:00.003+08:00

i feel like crap. i have a feeling this year most of my blog posts will be about how stressed or upset i am. i apologise for that in advance.

my feelings are like the roller coaster - sometimes it goes up and sometimes it goes down. it totally sucks.

on a brighter note, last night's movie marathon was great! although my whole body was aching from sleeping on the floor, the whole event was fun la. me and wanyeng were at the side of the hall, which is a good place because it's not too cold, and there are the doors to lean on. the first movie "风声" is very interesting. it's a bit sadist, but the plot is good and it makes you guess all the way till the end. very exciting. the other movies are okay la. i didn't watch "十月围城" because i was too tired and i slept through the movie. i only watched the front and last parts. the front part is really boring and i didn't understand the whole thing at all. i caught the last part where all the people died. haiz. sad.

at least i didn't sleep most of the time. i watched 3 out of the 5 movies showed. :D it's really a fun experience! it's not the first time i stayed in school at night, but it's the first time i notice the stars in the night sky above mj. 3 of them are actually collinear! i hope one day i can learn all about these amazing constellations.

bye.

OKAY I TOTALLY GET IT.

2010-03-29T21:52:00.005+08:00

There's no lift to success, you must take the stairs.

interesting quote. aallllrrriiigghht. climbing slowly now. maybe i should go faster. =)

everyone jiayou okay? gambatte!

this flower is so pretty. :D

2010-03-27T23:27:00.009+08:00

air pollution. fine. i was just emitting carbon dioxide. like that also cannot.

that day cheng cheng was saying my blog posts always very emo de. not true. life has it's ups and downs, so it's inevitable that there will be times when im particularly happy or sad. i do record down stuff that make me happy too, so it balances out.

when im talking to myself inside my head during an exam, it means im most probably going to fail it. seriously. because that means i have too much time and that is because i don't know how to answer the questions. that day during chem MBT i was totally having a conversation with myself inside my head. i was like, "baoyi." "what?" "nothing." "shut up." lols. im going crazy.

if we could fly away

2010-03-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

!@#$#$&*()*

sian to the maxxxxx!!!

2010-03-15T22:12:00.002+08:00

gp paper is like, no kick. seriously. the questions are so insultingly easy and i could portray my ideas with full clarity and not once did i hesitate when i write my full-length essay and while i answered my structured questions. the passage is of such an amazing topic and the amount of profound words used left me spellbound as i immersed myself in the views of the writers. i totally loved it.

fine. i shall stop deceiving myself. the paper sucked. prepare to fail.

2010-03-14T01:10:00.005+08:00

haiz.

i keep sighing these days. wan wan couldn't understand why i do that, and the reason i gave her is pretty lame, but true nonetheless. i just feel like sighing. it doesn't mean im sad, or very sian, or anything. i just want to do it. lols. no wonder wan wan wasn't convinced.

that day when some bio teacher told us we are going to finish our syllabus, i suddenly realised-my jc life is going to end. it's weird, because i thought it would go on forever. in a way. it's like, everyday im doing never-ending tutorials, preparing for tests, preparing for exams, my life is so packed i never thought it would end. jc life is a very short period, but the whole process makes it seems long. i had a lot of new experiences, felt my stress level peaking, mug like crazy and sleeping 5 hours a day became the norm.

oh well. now the whole thing is going to end, and there will be a new beginning. i sincerely hope it ends with a flourish, at least. university life is so..scary. better don't think about it. haha. seeing my seniors getting their results then thinking of what course to go to and stuff..the future is bright, but what does it holds? no one knows, and that is why some people find the future so exciting.

woah. is that ml online? i haven't seen her online in ages. i think. whatever. it's weird seeing her online. does she even touch the com? lols.

yesterday me, ml, winn, christine and manda went to tc's housewarming party. the food is real nice! okay, i guess that is not the highlight, but that's the first thing i thought of. haha. we played with cheyanne, chatted a lot, and played with tc's brother too. he is so adorable! and he has some kind of "power"..it's like, when he is in the room, everyone's attention is diverted to him. we kept trying to make him laugh. poor cheyanne. =P

i think he will be quite smart when he grows up! or rather, studious. because he kept touching ml's organic chem notes, and ignored the carebear we passed to him. oh, and he crushed zhiying's paper. oops. i think zhiying scored full marks for his maths assignment, and ms wu photocopied his paper to distribute to the class. see, tc totally doesn't treasure it because despite knowing julian will crush it, she still passed it to him. haiz.

we chatted about a lot of stuff, and it's fun because it has been a while since we chatted like that. hope to have more gatherings in future! :)

MBTs. im lowering my expectations..a pass, at least. which is a E. you know, our maths teacher was like, "try your best to get 45% (that is a pass) okay? do statistics first, because they haven't test before so most likely they will set easier questions. don't do pure maths first because you all will be traumatized." if a teacher already said that, what can you say/expect? seriously. that day when me and tc were comparing our bio test results (we both got a single digit), yl asked us, "is mj's tests really that hard?" haiz. try our tests and you all will know..

my com is going crazy. i better publish this before it blanks out on me again. :x

2010-03-07T21:36:00.003+08:00

The sweetest surprise
Caught me tonight
Right there in your eyes
While I was kissing you
So don't say that you don't love
Everything you dreamed of could be here

this super nice song is stuck in my head! i don't mind it replaying over and over again in my head though. heh. im addicted to this song.

econs test tomorrow! im going to try my best not to fail.

just you wait. to that person who pissed me off: i shall see what you will say this time.

2010-03-06T23:07:00.003+08:00

i promised i will blog about the cny visiting with wanyeng and xiying, so here i am. that was quite long ago, i think. hahas. it was actually a 7 sisters cny outing, but wanying got sc meeting, vivi got work, xueqin went shopping with her mum, then jas..im not very sure. anyway, so it's just the 3 of us. we started with wanyeng's house. i carried that stupid bio textbook (that i borrowed from wanyeng) to her house! rahh. because there were only 3 houses to go to, we took our time. at wanyeng's house, we played cards and learnt new games. basically we just chatted and ate. we actually have a lot to talk about..despite seeing each other everyday. =P

after that we went to eat lunch. yu mian 干! never eat before right? it's super nice! next we went to xiying's house. the way the place is designed made the block of flats look like a condominium. it's so cool. they even have this rooftop garden place. i was telling xiying that when she feel stressed up from studying she could go take a walk. she apparently doesn't agree with me. lols~it won't be always hot there! at her house, we were very amused by their neighbour's kid, whom her mum was taking care of. but that day she (the kid) was in a bad mood, so..haha. she is cute all the same.

i feel that we really took our time, because when they reached my house, which is the last stop, i remembered it was..3-4pm? then when we reached i realised my bro brought his friends back to play mahjong. so we stayed in my room throughout their visit to my house. haha. xiying and wanyeng were disappointed because they wanted to play mahjong too. anyway, we cam-whored in my room and they started commenting about how "pink" my room is. lols.

so that's our cny visiting. a lot of things happened these days. on last saturday, i went to do cip with slc. we went to clean and paint one-room flats. it's fun! especially the painting part. it's a whole new experience la. i also interacted with the j1s. they are all very hyper and enthusiastic. which is a good thing, i guess? anyway, it was tiring, and i bonded a lot with yiting and miki. :D we were in the same group.

on sunday, i went to visit winnie in the hospital with rs, bread, yl, kinseng and suting. the guys came later. it was hilarious because the guys and bread were lame-ing throughout. bread and kinseng can really click, because she understands his jokes but we don't. =P anyway they were just saying no-link stuff, which really gets on our nerves. and when i first saw winnie, i feel that she looked really weak and tired. oh and she have a lot of presents from her friends and relatives! when i went to visit her yesterday, her presents doubled. lols. there is this real big pooh bear sitting on her bed, then a lot of flowers, and a lot of sweets. ha.

yesterday quite a lot of people went. me, christine, manda, bc, cheryl, chan kai, teckli, chun aik and suting. we were crowding around winn's bed, but luckily, the nurses and the staff didn't chase us out or anything. there was this little episode about a $2 note cheryl picked up when me, chan kai and cheryl were checking up the prices on tulips, then manda's lame-ness at the hopsital. she is so lame, me and suting were like, stay away from her! haha. later we contract her lame-ness and end up like kinseng and bread that day. =P

today we had our road race. super tired now. but running in the morning with the breeze in your face is really refreshing. i was telling wanyeng and xiying that the breeze is so cooling, it's even better than air-con. yesterday teckli was saying he is a competitor but he can't run, then when i asked him today what place he ended up in, he told me 118. he elaborated that there are around 300 male competitors, so ending up in the first half proves that he is not bad already. okay..

so that's all. i feel like going to bathe. it's the third time already. normally i won't bathe so many times de. i just feel hot and sticky. ugh.

oh man our seniors did really well for 'A' levels! stressed~baoyi must study study!!

2010-03-03T17:45:00.004+08:00

no time to blog about cny visiting on last last saturday with wanyeng and xiying because i have to study for my chem test tomorrow. next time next time. i think i tonight no need sleep le. lols.

these days im constantly having mood swings and being in a bad mood. it sucks. everything is just going too fast and it's too messy and there are a lot of things i want to do but fail to do so. rahhh my life is going out of track.

2010-02-19T23:41:00.001+08:00

this is just a nice song. im really into korean pop nowadays. ha. oh well, im darn tired right now.

2010-02-18T21:28:00.002+08:00

on tuesday TG went out for cny outing. fun! :D

the first stop is cheng cheng's house. we played slap jack for real long at her house. then we were hooked on to the chinese song about 我在这儿等着你回来 lol. manda and yl kept singing it and doing the actions as well. zz. next stop is yl's house. we ate bee hoon and drank apple sparkling juice! i like! hahas. me and christine ate many plates haha. hungry sia. after that ml and the tj people starting singing their school song, and the way ml sings is hilarious. i laughed like crazy. i think she is hurt because i was like, "don't sing." heh.

next stop is my house. we didn't do anything much - just play bridge and slap jack. slap jack very fun eh! i know im very slow lols. i can't process J! oh and i still don't know how to play bridge. haiz. we separated into 2 groups, then our group were playing heart attack. after that we announced that it's time to leave so we played the last game, but the other group is still playing, so ml was pissed off and was like saying, "hey idiots stop playing!" HAHA. ml is the entertainer of the day.

after that we went to rs's house. we ate a lot there! i ate so much im bloated. rs's dad is very cute. he kept feeding us. =P we ate chicken wings, bak kua, lots of goodies, fa cai, seaweed chicken and drank green tea float. after all that her dad tried to convince us to drink campbell soup. rs was like, "that's enough." lols. we are really bloated by that time. then rs took her cat out and was playing with it. this is the first time i feel that a cat is cute eh! normally im so scared of cats because of their eyes. scary. like they are staring through you. oh we watched that hilarious movie on tv too. the chinese one, some shopaholic show la. it's super duper lame. but we were hooked on to it all the same. =P

the next stop is ml's house. luckily she didn't bring out the tampines board game for us to play. lols. oh me and winn polished off the whole box of crackers! the triangular the. =P very nice eh! we just keeping eating la. we went to serene's house next. by then, we were really full le, so we didn't eat much. but i drank a lot the whole day. every house i go, i have to drink a packet..so thristy la. the last stop is christine's house. we played with her 2 adorable cousins. they are really outgoing, like christine haha. it's in the genes. =P

that's it for cny visiting. i want to watch the movie, valentine's day! rahhh. im so tired. mugging time!

2010-02-15T01:31:00.002+08:00

no, i don't care if im supposed to sleep at 12 because that's when new cells are made in my body and i don't care if i end up sleeping 11-12 hours and cause myself to die faster this way. i have to do my e-learning! i can't do in the afternoon because it's too hot, and my bro is now at home so most of the time i let him use the com. so i will just do my e-learning now. right. now.

2010-02-14T23:11:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CNY AND VALENTINE'S DAY! :D

there is nothing really fun and interesting about cny, seriously. basically i only like cny because it gives me a few days break to study and do homework. besides that..nothing much luh.

baoyi jiayou! I CAN'T WAIT TO GRADUATE.

that day me and qin er were thinking about the meaning of life. sure, i was being emo, but qin er just wants to know, i guess. know what we are living for. haiz. i have no idea eh. when you study all day long, this is what happens. you start asking weird questions.

"It seems like everyone expects others not to tell their own secret to others, yet expect others to spill all." so true, rs. oh, and people expect others to tell their secret to them, but refuse to share their own. double standards? haiz. so sorry.

Mmmm whatcha say
Ooh that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmmm that it´s all for the best?
of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say
Ooh that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say
Whatcha say (whatcha say)
wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say?

2010-02-09T02:30:00.004+08:00

it's 2.30am right now. before you people start telling me not to stay up too late and i should go and sleep, don't worry, i slept le. at 7 plus i fell asleep and my mum didn't wake me up, so i woke up just now to do homework. im not even supposed to be so tired..i think it's pe. we ran 6 rounds round the track under the hot sun till i thought i was going to faint from heat exhaustion. i could even feel the heat emitting from track under my feet while i ran. that's how hot it was.

the weather is so hot these days! im even sweating while i sleep. it's so uncomfortable.

oh and i admit i don't really have a lot of homework. after dropping econs, my workload is significantly lesser. nowdays my timetable only consists of maybe 2-3 tutorials in a day, if you count gp. dropping econs wasn't too bad, i guess. :)

nowadays, when i take bus to school, as long as i see bus 81 and 39, i can totally skip them. lol. because you just can't get on the bus. these buses come from tampines, which explains why they are so packed. by j1s.

so that's it luh. nothing much. as per usual. :D

2010-01-24T23:13:00.006+08:00

on thurs the j1s came for their first day in school. it was chaotic-the bus was packed like to the max. i thought i was going to be early for once (i left the house early) but 人算不如天算 the j1s caused the bus to be so packed i reached the school close to on the dot. argh. after that xq started complaining she was displaced from the bus by the j1s. lol. then when she reached school on the dot the teacher was like shouting, "hey, you people are j2s already, still so late!" ehhh it's not our fault. i bet the j2s last year hate us too. =P

i had forgotten how school is supposed to be like with the j1s and j2s, until on friday after school when i see the canteen so packed i was like, shocked. we were forced to go out to eat for lunch. unknowingly, i have been enjoying having the whole school to ourselves. haha.

that day denise (mj de) was telling me, "look at all the j1s. they look like they are so happy and lucky to be in mj but they sure die in mj de la." haha. totally agree. good luck to all the j1s. do not underestimate mj because one year later, you will not have high hopes about stuff as when you first came in. trust me. im glad im not a ogl because i will end up scaring them. HAHA. oh ya yiliang and shenghan (spelling?) is in mj. i saw shenghan on friday, and when he saw me he looked like he recognised me, but cannot be bah, we totally have no link. wells.

now in chem lectures, they are teaching the whole of organic chem. it's driving me crazy! alkanes, alkenes, arenes, halogeno, hydroxy..and then when you thought should be enough le bah, i just realised..still got carbonyl, carboxylic acids and nitrogen derivatives. when is it going to end? i will seriously go crazy trying to remember all the mechanisms and reagents and conditions. zz.

wan wan is hilarious. on thurs when we had our chem test i had no time to finish but wan wan actually slept. no that's not the funny part. the funny part is she actually wanted to write 'ogl' on the paper! lols. obsessed sia. mr nah will kill you if you do that, wan wan. =P

these days i keep meeting serene and bread during breaks. last year, i totally don't see them in school at all. ever since i changed classes, i see them almost everyday. this comes to show that 112's break times are weird. hahas. once i saw serene so many times i was like, "you again!" the feeling is mutual. =P

we have bio test on friday! i have been trying to memorise my notes, but they are so sleep-inducing. the moment i read them, i feel like sleeping. seriously. anyone has insomnia here? i can cure you..with my bio notes. :D good recommendations would be, 1) organisation and control of eukaryotic genome, 2) cellular signaling/nervous control. lols. actually the first notes (cellular functions i think?) also not bad. HAHA. just read the notes before you sleep, and you will be asleep in no time. heh heh. i really like bio, but sometimes the information is too overwhelming and quite boring, so it's frustrating i feel like sleeping when i read the notes and i can't score well either. haiz.

alright. so that's it for today. sometimes, i feel quite envious of the j1s-they look like they have no worries and going into jc is so fun but then look at us..haiz. p.s. on thurs, the first day of school for j1s, we have a chem test. yup. i guess we can't really complain because we are j2s already and we are taking our 'A' levels this year. stop comparing! be a bit more sensible, baoyi. :(

2010-01-24T23:13:00.003+08:00

i hate sunday nights. they make me super edgy. and i slack so much during sunday until at night i start to panic about my tutorials and other stuff. and then i start ranting about going back to school. why, oh why is monday so far away from friday and friday so close to monday?

baoyi, don't give up! i will hang on.

we keep wanting more and more and more. sometimes, instead of comparing with people who are better off, why not compare with others who are worse off? stop complaining, because we already have a lot.

what should i say? school is the usual, i guess. then..nothing else to blog about le la. i have no life, remember? lols. we all have none. that day my bro was saying he is going to turn 20 soon. that's so old. oops. heehee. now that i think about it, throughout this whole 20 years, what have we done? besides study. haiz. sorry. i just couldn't understand why we need to study 20 plus years, that's all. when we are going to forget most of the stuff anyway.

today i read about SOTA in the newspapers. it's so interesting! you know, i have always wondered why in other countries students can take music or dance as a subject and then graduate with it in the university. but in singapore, mainstream universities don't offer these kind of subjects. when i saw this school, i just feel that it's totally amazing. you do what you like to do, and you graduate with it. and the way the school teachers subjects like physics or bio is very innovative too. i read this in the straits times today. well, although it isn't considered a university, it's still cool all the same. :D

alright. i just realised i need to do my chem tut. #$^&*(#!% byeee.

2010-01-20T22:38:00.001+08:00

im so tired. no matter how much i sleep, im still tired. i think this is a psychological thing.

i realised i have much to catch up on my studies. no doubt this year will be a very tiring year because all we will ever do is study. man, we have no life. jas, we are forced to become nerds okayy. zz.

i seriously have to stop procrastinating. i love my bed so much, when i see it i want to lie on it and waste time. lol. it's too great a temptation. i need more self-control. =P

you know, im so afraid she is talking about me. it's difficult to see all those words and then you don't know who she is referring to because what if it is you? i rather stop guessing and let her tell me that straight to my face because although i will be hurt, i will know what to do. stop bothering because i guess that is better for her. plus, i won't be hurt for long, so don't worry.

i should just shut up and study.

2010-01-18T20:32:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVI! you are 18. you are officially old. muahahaha. as you can see, im biased towards wan wan. haha. you la, say other people old. so bad leh. tsk. =P

well. you know, nowadays when people ask me, "how's your class?" i will be like, "okay lor.." what else do you want me to say? our class need time, so there, we have time. a little. but better than nothing hahas.

im fine, really. it's not too bad now because im warming up to them. soon i will show my true colours - being super sarcastic muahahaha. seriously. because ml and tc kept lamenting about the fact that i showed my true colours to them too soon and now they will remember for their lives about how "fierce" i am ("dizi you also don't know ar?" -.-), so now when i meet new friends i will be exceptionally nice. im so scared i will scare people off please. so whose fault is it that i open up so slowly? ml and tc. that's right.

i decided to give up. you know, in a way, it's so amazing. it's like looking at it from another perspective and then the truth just hits you. im quite relieved, i think.

i shall now concentrate real hard on my studies. i think dropping econs and changing classes is a blessing in disguise because..this year, my j2 year, is so so important. without all these distractions im sure i can put more effort into my studies. jiayou, baoyi. =)

2010-01-17T12:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN WAN! relax la. for the last time, 18 is NOT OLD. isn't 17/18 like the peak of your teenage years or something? that's not old kayy. sure, we did waste like half of our lives studying and doing nothing else but studying so you may think 18 is coming too fast and you are like so old already BUT everybody does that so at least we are equal. hahas.

we are having 7 sisters outing later. it's not that i don't want to meet them, but seriously there is like tutorials and ivle quizzes and other other random weird homework stuff. haiz. but then. it's wan wan's birthday, so i have to go.

wan wan, stop ranting. is 18 really old? oh wells. no matter how old i get, people just keep thinking im in secondary 3. it's true. next year i can continue to crash other people's open houses because they STILL think i take my 'O' levels that year. haha.

okayy gotta go. love you wan wan. :D

2010-01-15T21:05:00.002+08:00

the first day of school is horrible. 2 people from 09s112 facing huge bunch of people from 111, 113 and 114. so it's just me and wanying. it's difficult to mix because they are already in cliques and obviously they are more comfortable in their classes and they do not wish to change that. haiz.

before starting school i have always thought that if really really nobody drop econs with me in 112, i think i can survive in 305 alone bah. but then, after this week, i realised i was absolutely and totally wrong. i can't survive. seriously. but then again, if only 1 person dropped econs in 112, they wouldn't put me in a new class. they would probably put me in an existing class, which is better because being the only stranger to their class they will try to involve you instead of leaving you alone.

these days i really dread going to school. i miss 112 so much!! i don't know how am i going to survive during j1 orientation when wanying is going to be gone. i have a phobia too. im not really that brave, i guess.

on a lighter note, mj open house was great! tues and wed are the best days ever because tues is a half day - i can meet xiying they all at 12 plus to prepare for open house. after that we practised the triton dance and it was fun! wed is open house and i spent the whole day with xiying they all again. it was great la. :D we tended the CG booth and walked around eating cheese fries and stuff. =P triton won the mass dance competition! we came in FFIIRRSSTTTTTTT! :D :D :D

YAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAY!

oh.

i really really hope that 09S305 will turn out to be fine, like that time 3r3. i hope that we can really bond and make new friends. we are like rojak, you know - 111, 112, 113, 114. people with different personalities and from different classes. but im sure we can mix together well. =) jiayou 305! i believe we can..at least sit together during lunch and recess breaks and not go back to our own classes. haiz. that's how bad it is. and the worse thing is, we didn't clash breaks with 112 AT ALL.

good luck baoyi.

2010-01-10T22:31:00.005+08:00

that's it. tomorrow it's the start of the new school year. i remember seeing someone write on facebook, "i haven't started my holidays yet!" hahas nice one.

it's totally sian because we are separated into new classes and then i have to get accustomed to the new teachers and new friends all over again. just like im back to j1. haiz.

plus plus this year is the 'A' level year! ahhh~i can't believe im taking a major exam again after 2 years. no, less than 2 years. it's so scary and annoying at the same time.

it's 11pm now. i believe a lot of people are chiong-ing their homework right now. haha. i was doing mine a while ago. =P

rahhh. fine, i shall accept the fact that im going to school tomorrow. :X oh, listen to this! super nice. acoustic version of Gee, a song originally sang by SNSD, a korean girl group. this is super junior. you people know who they are right? sorry sorry sorry sorry..lols.

below is the orignal song.

both are nice, but i really like the acoustic version! so soothing, calming and harmonious. shan shan, you said you will like any song with the word "unplugged" in it right? for me, it's "acoustic". so nice ehh. SNSD sang the acoustic version of "sorry sorry" too. go check it out on youtube. :D

2010-01-07T23:17:00.006+08:00

winnie jiayou! don't give up kay! oh don't be angry la..不要和那些人一般见识。and if you angry you will grow old faster..cannot cannot! gambatte!

oh ya. p.s. if the guy made me wait 2 hours i will tell him to go and die. and say something like, oh im so sorry, in that 2 hours i can do alot of things and waiting for you is not on the top of my list. do you know you have just wasted 120 mins of my life? hahas. unless he notifies me in advance or there is a valid reason, or else that is what im going to say to him. i have a feeling rs will do the same thing. =P well, we got different tastes la. hope you will get your 幸福！

on wed night we had 7 sisters dinner. xiying didn't come because she was sick. haiz..always don't have a full 7 sisters outing de. anyway, we went to wanying's dad's korean restaurant to eat buffet dinner. it's very nice! that jas and vivi kept on giving me food because they don't want to eat so much! tsk. jas, you are seriously not fat. trust me. :D

wanyeng was saying this is the worst dinner she had ever eaten because she is so stuffed. we were all very full, but there is still a plate of fried rice, so we played 终极密码. always like that de la. cannot finish the food, play this and the loser finishes it. we separated the fried rice into 3 portions. it's totally unfair, because although i didn't lose, jas and vivi made me eat some of it. rahh. wanyeng, im worse than you because im constantly stuffed with food by 2 evil people sitting opposite me. haiz.

after dinner we went to play arcade to burn off the calories. haha. the basketball is super dirty! eww. oh we played this cool game of stacking the bricks (which i didn't see before), and daytona! hahas. i played with vivi and jas. at the last part both of them crashed into each other and i took advantage and i came in first. muahaha. we played spot the difference, and this version is really quite easy. we even played the kids version de haha. very adorable!

after that we cam-whored and tried to 自拍 the 6 of us. can lehh. =D choon teck, you are not the only one who has long hands. ahaha.

on thurs i went to winn's tp's open house with yl, ml, christine, rs and tc. suting was hilarious, as usual. he kept loitering around and refuse to go to his lecture. lol. oh, the western food at the design canteen very nice eh! and cheap too. we wished christine a happy birthday and rs helped her put on the screen protector and case on her iphone. what's with iphone nowadays? i don't see what so great about it. =P just my personal opinion. after that ml, tc, rs and winn went to watch avatar. that time i watched with my family le. very nice and exciting, but very long eh. definition of exciting:lots of fighting scenes. :D

okayyys. that's all. :)

2009-12-31T23:25:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 in advance. wait a few more minutes la. haha soon soon.

on tues night me, rs, tc, winn, yl, ml, christine, suting, ks, teckli and ca went out. we wanted to go see the 100 wings exhibition, but it failed because we couldn't find the ulu place. instead we went to eat dinner at vivocity and cam-whored. it's great bonding and we had fun. suting is exceptionally hilarious. oh, and he is one of 2r6 people le. he replaced erm..register no. 1 of 2r6. HAHA.

the guys (except ca) were so noisy la. they kept blabbering on and on. well, we are a very weird group of teenagers, but at the same time, we clicked. anyway, it's just a very weird kind of bond. it's kind of fun. you know, we should have more of such outings in future. =D teckli, just admit that you dao people in school. seriously..wear your specs la! still, im going to go back to dao-ing him when we meet in school. =P

yesterday night we went for 09S112 dinner. 11 people turned up. not bad la. junzhi was late for 30 minutes and we made him treat us dessert. 3 mango ice plus a plate of toast. rich sia. =P no la, we each treating him $1 drink in school to make up a bit. we went to astons at suntec city for dinner, then we went to the esplanade rooftop to watch the night sky. you know, i really like the feeling of walking in the night, looking at the lights and feeling the breeze. it's a great feeling. sorry junzhi..we lost your umbrella. heh. okay i go find one for you. =P

you know, i don't want to do this. okay fine, im not going to type all that out. good luck when you come for our next outing because the others are going to be..pretty difficult. or not. depends on our mood la. have fun.

2009-12-25T23:17:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

i haven't been blogging these days because..well, i banned myself from the com. and my books. fiction books. they are as distracting as the com. seriously. i can read twilight for a hundred times and not feel bored. heh.

oh, and i seriously need to do my homework. anyway, there is nothing much to do on the internet. i do come here once in a while to check up on things. like now.

i just remembered i haven't been to isis portal for ages. which reminds me of something really hilarious. mr choo haven't been to his account for i-don't-know-how-long and when he tried to access his account, he was blocked because his account was deactivated. haha. so before school closed for the holidays he advised us to go sign in once in a while. lol.

im in a dream. i know it. i was standing at the 6th floor corridor. on my left, there is a door, but the gate is locked. someone is talking to me through the gate. at my foot, there is a huge bird. i tried to shush it away, but it refused to go. before i even thought of why i didn't go into the safety of the house, it flew away. i stared after it, while the person in the house continue to blabber on. just then, the bird flew back. it approached me and i screamed. i was jolted out of my dream and darkness engulfed me. i didn't realise i screamed out loud until my mum came into my room and asked what's wrong.

now i know why i talk in my sleep. tsk. all those dreams.

2009-12-18T21:39:00.006+08:00

just ended chalet on wed. but then i went home to sleep on tues night. slept 12 hours straight lol.

ohmygosh the comments on the photos rs took during 2r6 chalet are hilarious. im laughing like crazy now.

okay on mon is the first day of chalet. didn't do anything much. i just remember going to shop for the bbq food, cam-whoring like crazy and eating lots of garlic bread. =P after that we chatted in the dark in the room, and then we decided to go downstairs because everyone is falling asleep. we played the 24 game. super fun can? using lots of brain power hahas. we bonded a lot after playing that heart attack game too. hanxiang was so tense he makes us feel that he is going to win anytime. which make us all nervous. lol. me, rs, bc and yl also went to walk in the park. me and rs talked a lot about dreams. they are so interesting.

i can't remember what we did after that..that day i was just so sleepy. oh ya we went upstairs to lie down and talk somemore, then the rest of the guys came in to squeeze in that small room. lol. all of us chatted in the dark. it's good bonding. i remember got one time when kinseng was saying about this guy so rich, he eats mee goreng! and then we were like, what? hanxiang then said mee goreng in poly costs $8. ohhhh..hahas. after that gaoyang came in and start talking and talking and..we fell asleep. oops.

the next day, tc, as usual, slept like a log. lol. i only slept 2 hours, and was woken up because it was too cold. while waiting for christine to come, teckli kept psycho-ing us to go play pool so that they can split costs. lol..it was all very funny because we weren't persuaded at all. if manda was here im sure she would want to go. anyway. so me, ml, yl, winn, christine and tc went for www after that. it was fun! it wasn't too hot, so we didn't really got sunburnt.

tc kept bugging us to take a class photo (not really heh), so we took it in front of the food court. weird place, i know.

after that we went to just acia to eat dinner while yl and ml went to tjco chalet at aloha loyang. at just acia, they kept teasing rs and kinseng. tsk tsk. you people should have heard the conversations..i kept laughing throughout. rs started death threatening winn a while later. =P suting was the one who kept saying "aiya, later when she leave then we gossip." lols! im the one who is caught in between because im rs's daughter so im supposed to help her..i didn't say anything, though. good daughter righttt.while we were walking back this photographer wanted us to write a word related to wings and take pictures of us that are to be placed in an exhibition. so we helped him lo. teckli is so..out. =P oh and suting wrote freedom, then when he taking picture he put the paper in front of him right, so someone said he looked like a prisoner who wants freedom. ahaha!

so that's it. 2r6 chalet 09. it was great. we did a lot more bonding than usual for previous chalets. =) go check out the photos on fb!

i miss manda. sobs.

p.s. sorry shan shan. i didn't tease you..zz. oh wells don't worry it will pass. i guess nobody likes to be linked to him. ohmygosh the person crazy is it! haha oops i hope he doesn't sees this. haiz it's very 惨 one. i know how you feel. don't worry, just heck care, then after a while they will have nothing to say. my jc friends also. it's hilarious, because after a while even they don't sound convincing. i was like, you don't even believe it yourselves right? :D they started the rumour and then they were trying too hard to find "evidence". they gave up after a while. hoho.

2009-12-13T21:58:00.005+08:00

this is so adorable man. :D thanks serene.

well, so i will continue from the last post, ya?

12. i will miss you, definitely. i will miss your high-ness and all your noise. i don't think you will ever read this, but i just want to tell you that im glad that i met you and thanks for always staying cheerful, because it influences me a lot positively. keep in touch!

13. to me, you are very 淑女. hahas. and in some ways, i feel that we are very similar. maybe because we are both born in oct. =) oh, and remember that time when we got the same marks (almost) for all the subject tests? it was cool. sometimes i feel that we have some sort of telepathy, and being with you is very comfortable. you are always supportive and sometimes when i tell you of my problems you will tell me not to give up. thanks and stay positive!

14. i admit when i first met you i didn't like you. i told you before, right? =P i have no idea why - i think it's because you are quite straightforward. anyway, after knowing you more, i think you are really fun la. it's amazing we can talk about all sorts of stuff under the sun and never run out of topics to talk about. and you never fail to make me laugh. don't ever change, because i like how you are right now. =)

15. i think you are adorable. the way you always tease your "lover", it's hilarious. i remember liking your company when i first met you..after a while, you are still very great to be with, but sometimes you make me frustrated, mainly because of your english. oops. sorry for always correcting you. =P but it's okay, because you speak chinese most of the time anyway. i think you are the best person to speak about serious stuff with. we will like, analyse tutorial questions and talk about other important stuff. thanks for always being there.

16. you always look so tired and stressed up. if you see this, i just want to tell you im quite worried about you. sometimes when we go shopping or whatever, i will catch you looking pretty tired. i don't know if you noticed, but i try to make you laugh so that you won't look so stressed. relax a bit, okay? i know you are very busy and have a lot of commitments but don't ever give up. if you need someone to talk to i will always be here. when i first met you, you were quite different. i remember you will always have that smile and you are always happy. i hope you can find back that smile. =)

17. i don't know if you will read this. i want to tell you i did not forget you and never will. i have so many stuff to say to you but i don't want it to be through here. i hope i will see you soon.

alright, so that's done. from tuesday to thursday, me, wanyeng, xiying and xueqin went to science focus at nus. basically it consists of workshops and lectures of different kinds. we chose biology-related stuff for most of them.

on monday, we had lectures on the possible cure for parkinson's disease and forensic science. tuesday, lectures and workshops of PCR. i have no idea how mnay times i have been taught PCR already. lol. don't they have other new stuff they can teach us about? =P wednesday it's a physics course. we had workshops on how to use all kinds of microscopes. the professor guiding us through the tour reminds me of mr chee a lot. very funny and fatherly.

i think the whole programme is really interesting. i learnt a lot that i didn't know about forensic science, and that raffles museum in nus is so cool. wanyeng is so afraid of those specimens, although they are dead already. lol. she saw that king cobra in the glass cabinet and start grabbing me. haha. okay, i shouldn't laugh at her. but..they are already dead, wanyeng. anyway. i did learnt a bit of physics too. seriously, my physics is at secondary 2 level. how pathetic. the professor started talking about wavelengths and i was like, erm. oh well.

yesterday we went for our class cip at hougang family service centre. every class is required to organise a class cip to be carried out by the end of this year. so we decided to teach the kids there to bake pizzas and muffins. cupcakes, to be accurate. first the person-in-charge told us about the kids and teach us how to interact with the kids. after the briefing i was stunned. information overload. because im in slc, and i didn't know there are so many rules. for example, we have to ask the kids to say thank you when they take something from us, and we need to set rules first (like, no running about, listen to our instructions, etc). in slc, we just interact with the kids just like that. as in, i didn't know we have to do so much stuff. lol.

anyway. first we played games with them, then we started the baking process. it became way chaotic after that, because despite the fact that we outnumbered the kids in terms of numbers, when we were baking and they have free time they started running about and going to the toilet and doing all sorts of stuff. im quite impressed with john hao. he really had a way with kids. he will shout at them to sit down, but will also play with them and entertain them. well, the whole programme was still fun. the kids are all very adorable. although they are super active, they did listen to us and nothing scary happened. like fights. luckily man.

so that's it. from monday to wednesday i will be going to 2r6 chalet. why is it at costa sands?? i prefer aranda, shan shan. haiz, nevermind. see you people around!

2009-12-06T19:55:00.003+08:00

was looking through the book i made my secondary school friends wrote last night, and..i was overwhelmed. would not state names here - you people guess which one is for you. if you really really don't know and want to find out, ask me. =) it's pretty obvious.

oh ya oh ya serene you can talk to me! im not THAT busy. ask me out la. =D my friends are very home-orientated. mannn.

1. when i read your message, i seriously feel like crying. if you still remember what you wrote, you wrote, "happiness and joy is written all over your face". i don't know what jc did to me, but i think..im not as carefree as i was in sec school. it's pretty sad. no matter how stressed 'O' levels were, i feel that im happier in sec 4 than now. thank you for always entertaining me and being such a cute friend. =D

2. im sorry i snapped at you that time. i feel that i have lesser and lesser control of my emotions. i still feel guilty. we actually snapped at each other in sms. sorry ar, i shouldn't vent my frustrations at you.
"your preference of music oppositely reflects your personality". when i read this, i started thinking about what music i prefer, and then i realised..i like all kinds of music. lol. does that mean im all mixed up? oh ya, remember you promised you will bring me out. =)

3. i know some parts of your message is like, no link (haha), but it is very sincere. =) thank you for always being there for me, being friends for so long and being so enthusiastic in almost everything. im glad you can help bring out the enthusiasim in me and then we can go high high high together! hahas. if there is any match sit beside you sure high de. we can cheer like crazy together!

4. you really do understand me. maybe because you are always extra observant. that's what i think, anyway. =) actually, i couldn't believe we can click so well. hmm..is it because we are both sarcastic? =P even though we are not in the same school, after we met up again, i don't feel awkward, instead i find that we can chat like we do in the past..it's amazing.

5. why are you so happy everyday? you must seriously tell me your secret. lol. when we meet each other, we will just naturally start high-ing. thank you for staying cute and happy always, because this influences me and even though i might be in a bad mood, i will cheer up immediately. =)

6. i think we really bonded a lot this year. is it to make up for the few years in sec school when we were in the same clique but we don't really know each other? hahas. too bad we can't be in the same class next year, when there could be a chance. sorry la, 4 H2s isn't really suitable for me. im sure you will do very well next year and be great friends with my class! then we continue to trade gossip. HAHA.

7. you know, i think you are very strong. mentally. no offence about the physically part. =P anyway, after all that you have gone through, you have not given up, which is really a remarkable effort. im glad that you are happy in school and is doing so well, unlike me..haiz. lol. i hope you will stay happy always, and although i might not have the solutions to everything, im willing to lend a listening ear and be your friend forever! let's go to the zoo again. =D

8. my beloved daughter. =D we became more close this year, and even joined the family! hahas. i love you man. thanks for always being so caring and thoughful. don't worry about your cca la, i believe it will work out. and you will learn a lot from it. i did. =) i will always remember you, and must meet up often okayyyy? =D

9. i find that i don't really know you very well. not that i don't know your personality or what, but i would like to find out more about your opinions, how you are doing in school, etc. it's like, you aren't really willing to tell us about your problems. but still, i hope i can learn more about you and stay happy AND lame okay? =P

10. i admit, im afraid of you before. but a few years back when we chatted more, im surprised that we can talk about all sorts of stuff and you are actually not as scary as i thought. =D it was fun going shopping -okay, window shopping- with you. thank you for being so straightforward and always blurting out funny comments. haha.

11. last but not least. =) you really influenced me positively last year..now im like correcting others' english. heh heh. and then when we meet you correct MY english. lols. didn't really interact much with you this year, but i would really like to in the future. :) i hope that you will excel in your studies and keep that smile on your face!

next post would be for my jc friends. =)

2009-12-03T22:11:00.009+08:00

i never want to forget them.

thanks for the memories, 09S112.

p.s. no prizes for guessing who are the teachers in the photos. =P

2009-12-01T22:00:00.004+08:00

on friday night we went to celebrate manda's birthday. me, yl, manda, rs, ml, winn and serene. because manda wanted to eat swensens, and yeeling wanted to go xin wang cafe for dessert, so we went to marina square. killing two birds with one stone. =P

we chatted, ate and cam-whored at swensens with rs's nick. haha. it is super bulky can? it is also not very user-friendly..i think the school's photography club de, which is canon, is better. ha. i have no idea why anyone will want to lug a DSLR along. plus, that kind of camera is for like taking professional shots de bah, it's not really suitable for outdoors. nevertheless, we had great fun with it. :D

ruishan! you promised to upload that picture of me and manda on fb so that we can put it as display pic. quick quick do it! lol.

rs is the stalker of the day. she kept taking multiple shots of us and most of them are unglam. rahh..serene as well. 2 STALKERS. especially when we were at xin wang cafe, where both of them started using nick and rs's other cam and kept taking photos of us (okay, mostly yl and manda =P) eating mango ice.

basically it was quite fun la. although there were only 7 of us. long long never see winn le mah.

oh oh i just got some interesting info on msn..must go follow up. :D :D

2009-11-30T23:46:00.013+08:00

we had our class bbq just now. yup, just a few hours ago and im typing this here. efficient eh? =P

i guess it's fine, but not too exciting. they held it at a weird place - sunplaza park. i have never been there before. lol. plus, the bbq pit is at some hdb area, which feels totally out of place, because normally it would be near the sea (so we can push people in and it will be so much fun :D), or near a playground (that we can play). haha. because the one we had was near a playground, but it's under construction. *upset* i want to play the swing..i haven't been on one for a long time.

me and vivi actually met up at 3 plus and kept walking to and fro till 7 plus when we reached the bbq with the rest of our clique. we walked around tampines mall, then tampines 1 and century square. the sofas at century square are so nice to sit on! we wanted to wait for xiying they all, but they said they will be coming at 7, so we decided to go there first. in the end, we saw junzhi and jon chia at the traffic light, but they just told us there is nobody there and left. lol! so we decided to go find out where they shop their stuff at, but totally failed. :x

we went to tampines library too. that's how bored we were. =P we went to the children's section and i started making vivi name the sesame street characters, then we saw this student holding a beach ball. a white one. he seem to be approaching people to do something, and because we wanted the ball to play (ulterior motive), so we were like mumbling to ourselves "approach us approach us!". haha! 2 thick-skinned people. well, he just wanted us to write a message for singapore. should be for 2010 youth olympics. were we disappointed. hahas. after that, xiying smsed that we have to go buy hotdogs and stuff, so we walked back to tampines mall. this is so..tiring.

we met up with the rest of the clique and went to the bbq pit. mr kua, mr choo, mr yao and miss tan came..i think they bonded well. hahas. because the teachers were like in one corner talking among themselves. they were talking about putting coupons on their cars, then mr kua was complaining he came too early and miss tan was glad she didn't come too early because it's really getting a bit boring. =P even i think so too.

i didn't eat a lot..although i was complaining being hungry before the bbq. you just can't eat too much at a bbq. i bet i can eat more at seoul garden. =D then we played at the playground, and jumped on the "bridge" till we wanted to vomit, and cam-whored near the end of the bbq.

i feel so drained. everytime after a gathering like this, i will feel tired, mentally. i don't know why. i guess it's some aftereffects caused. zz.

i feel that im so pathetic. i don't know how i will survive next year. i really hope i will graduate soon..so that this will stop. surprisingly, im glad im worrying about this instead of other stuff. those have been so mind-boggling and troubling that i rather worry about this. i want my mummy..

2009-11-23T22:34:00.003+08:00

i miss her. i can feel her slipping away.

心墙

一個人眺望碧海和藍天在心裡面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚從眼前飛越我看見了最陽光的笑臉
好時光都該被寶貝因為有限

我學著不去擔心得太遠不計畫太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富地過每一天快樂地看每一天
Wooh 第一次遇見陰天遮住你側臉
有什麼故事好想瞭解我感覺我懂你的特別

你的心有一道牆但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光就算你有一道牆
我的愛会攀上窗台盛放打開窗你会看到悲傷融化

你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

2009-11-23T20:58:00.004+08:00

i forgot to complain about the mjc's new backgate in the last post. well, most people call it the sidegate, but i still call it the backgate because, well, technically it IS the backgate. the sidegate is the one right beside the front gate mah. anyway, that is not important.

the main thing is the new backgate is a turnstile. know what that is? go google. anyway, it is one-way, so we can only leave the school using the gate and not enter the school. also, we have to press a button before the gate will move and we can leave. it is totally stupid. only a person can walk through the gate at one time. you people can go ask rs about it. she was there witnessing the complications that have been caused by this new gate.

meridians go join the facebook group! haha. all the people there are complaining about this gate lols. you people should go see how jammed it was during dismissal time. it's ridiculous! i bet one day the line will extend all the way down the corridor into the school compound.

seriously. of all the things that the school can do for us, they chose to invest in a turnstile. i know, the gate is mainly for security reasons. plus, it is easy for people to trespass the school compound through that gate because there are no guards there. but still..it is very inconvenient for us. and this is the BACKGATE. which means the only way to get into the school would be to walk all the way to the front gate.

oh wells. i don't think the petition thing is going to work. it never worked, in any school. admit it, the school isn't going to bother about us. plus, it's impossible that they will dismantle a NEW gate.

so there. accept our fate. =P

2009-11-21T23:14:00.002+08:00

haven't been updating my blog. =P okay, let's start with monday, ml's birthday. we wanted to go ecp at first, but we were worried it would rain, so we changed our plans and went to minds cafe instead. it was fun! minds cafe, i mean. the tj people and tc went to my house in the morning to make sandwiches, then we went to meet serene and bread.

at minds cafe, we played a lot of games. 'ugly ugly' isn't a really appropriate game for us. =P ask serene and you will know. cluedo is the most fun! but most complicated as well. plus we were rushing through the game and it was really quite funny. the person there was very helpful. he kept introducing games to us and teach us how to play.

after that, me, yl and manda went to ehub to surprise ml. she was with juliet and her co friend, alicia. ml admitted she was surprised, but she doesn't LOOK surprised. lol. anyway, tc came over after that and surprised ml the second time. haha. the day ended quite late. and the next day the mj people have school. rahh.

was having a little headache the next day, on account of sleeping late, because i reached home late. lectures for the whole day. was surprised to see mr yao lecturing. okay, maybe not, he would be lecturing sooner or later anyway. then i received tons of smses about bc's plan of going out later to celebrate yl's birthday. zz.

after school, i went home to pick up the camera and went to surprise yl. it was hard, because ml, yl, manda and bc kept moving around. i think that's how i used up my phone's hi-card. lol. i managed to surprised her though. it was lucky that she didn't see me, because seriously, mj's uniform is TOO conspicuous. she said when i came up from behind the wall to "scare" her, she just saw this blue person appearing in front of her. haha. i told you, mj's uniform is too bright.

we walked around a bit, then we went to eat dinner at that japanese restaurant at tampines 1. the food there is nice, and expensive. =P but because it's yl's birthday and she wanted to eat there, so we went along with her. after that we cut the cake at the place just outside tampines 1 basement. erm, the cake was bought on mon, and then passed on to juliet (because we were too full and couldn't eat it that day), who brought it on tues, passed on to valerie, then to ml. lol. after so many 'passing ons', the cake is still intact. surprisingly. heh.

my bro came back from taiwan yesterday! after 3 weeks. =D

oh well. nothing much to say le la. bye..

2009-11-15T00:13:00.004+08:00

I HATE IT WHEN THE COMPUTER HANGS.

oh. so it's not fb that hanged, it is the scanning thing. rahh. and i didn't even notice.

don't worry, im in control. i won't flare up. there is no one to flare up anyway. im like..blank. numbed.

oh well. on thursday, me, wanyeng and xiying went to sing k. so fun! actually vivi and wanying were going, but vivi got the wrong date and wanying last minute couldn't go. so the 3 of us just went. me and wanyeng were like jumping on the sofa. lol. once, i was practically shouting into the mike, and xiying was like, "baoyi, you are too loud!" eh, whatever. im being high over here. hahas.

anyway. xiying isn't as crazy as us. she said 她是走抒情路线的。she couldn't believe this is my first time singing k. haha. it was more fun than expected! i thought it would be weird to sing in front to people, even if they are your friends. but it wasn't so bad. and xiying said she is more accustomed to the mike now. before that she was like, super 抗拒 the mike. for me, it was a new experience. =)

on friday me, christine, yl, ml, bc, rs, tc went to jurong point. it is really a big shopping mall and they sell a lot of things! pretty shocked, because it was surprisingly nice to shop there. i admit, i don't really like shopping, because i get tired easily. also, i don't like to shop without an aim. im really lazy, so i will only shop if i need to buy something or im accompanying my friends. jurong point is quite nice to shop. i wouldn't say it changed my view and make me feel that shopping is actually fun, but..it's a nice change to shop somewhere else instead of tampines mall or tampines 1. anything tampines related. haha.

on monday we are going out. again. well, nevermind. i will be preoccupied with lectures for the next 2 weeks anyway. and im planning to catch up with my work for the december holidays. so play now, study later. jiayou la, baoyi. =)

edited
“the only reason why u felt that this year was long was because u held on to the tough times and all that the those moments bore.” really? i didn't think this year was long. i thought it passed too fast. thinking about it, i found out i was holding on to the good times. i keep reminiscing about them. does that mean im optimistic? well, hope so.

however. i can't wait to graduate from jc so i don't have to suffer anymore! but then again, jc has taught me so much, and it really did leave me with many great memories. i must say, in secondary school, it was my friends - my clique, who left me the memories. but in jc, it is so much more. i didn't know that in one year, i could experience so much. it's amazing.

2009-11-12T11:18:00.003+08:00

my lovely pw group!

op is over, but pw is not. still got loads of irritating admin stuff and our i&r.

it is totally unfair that i got the hardest questions for op. the rest of my group members got at least a question from the i&r/op package. only me. why did they have to ask about proposal 1? that is like, the most problematic proposal. plus, i was expecting them to be difficult and ask questions from other aspects of the project, not those im presenting. in the end, asking stuff about my part seems to be worse.

oh well. it's over. oh, and we had some great entertainment from other groups. junzhi's and chia's answers are hilarious. especially junzhi's. he made wanyeng laugh until cry. haha. and, after the whole thing is over and we are outside the classroom everyone was like laughing. so funny.

i don't like to plan outings! even if im part of the planning group only. so irritating!

2009-11-08T23:34:00.005+08:00

i hate it. i hate it that there is such a thing called portfolio.

i hate myself for joining some programmes just so that my portfolio will look nice. i think i suck.

i hate it when people judge you by your portfolio.

why do they do that? why do they want to use the portfolio to make us join programmes? even for volunteering programmes. it totally defeats the purpose. cip programmes are meant to be voluntary, and those who join are those who truly care and want to participate in such programmes. not because they want to fill up their portfolio!

why does the society works this way??

shoot me shoot me shoot me shoot me shoot me.

2009-11-08T00:04:00.003+08:00

went to 18 chefs today with the class. okay, part of the class. just that day we went to have lunch at Just Acia at downtown east and went back school late and mr yao was complaining. lols.

oh well. i discovered pw really bonded the class together, especially in these few weeks, the intensive wr/op period. i will be relieved when pw is over, but a little 舍不得 because after this year we will be going separate ways, with almost half the class dropping their subjects. i think it is this mindset that make us try to spend time with each other as much as possible in this few weeks. besides having lunches together, on friday after doing cip we went orchard to window shop. i think..im glad that this year will be ending on a good note, with our class being more bonded.

will miss mr yao. he is so nice. whichever class i go to, i don't think i will have him as my teacher again. in that e-mail he sent to us about op, he even thanked us for being a wonderful class. im not being biased or anything, but mj teachers are all so nice. my teachers, at least. haha.

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09S112. it is all of you that make me feel that i did not regret going to mj. :D

a big thank you to all the nice teachers of our class. i promise i will continue to work hard.

after op i will write another thank you post. you people have no idea how great you all are. =)

2009-11-03T23:21:00.003+08:00

im tired. as in, really tired. who said pw was fun? op is the worst. i just want to get this over with asap. i really don't mind if this friday is our op, but..it's next week. haiz. i don't want any more dry runs or wet runs or whatever! im so sick of them! and i don't want to keep thinking about how to project my voice! seriously-the classrooms mute our voices. the walls actually absorb our voices.

this is why, im so not suited for poly.

2009-11-01T22:46:00.003+08:00

I AM FREAKING OUT ALREADY. i never thought OP would be so scary. i thought i have overcame my fear of public speaking long ago, but..okay, maybe to a certain extent, i did. but when you are marked for your presentation, that is a whole different thing. poly students would have so many presentations by now that they are numbed already. haha.

anyway. tomorrow is the OP dry run and im so scared! it's only a dry run, relax..ohmygosh im still so scared. i bet the day before the real thing i will be hyperventilating at home. lol. and my mum would have no idea what im doing. "is baoyi going crazy?" ha. maybe.

right. there is still Q&A.

thanks.